*enjoy your stay. :D
- That watch ._.
Friday, September 11, 2009
This is what happens when u watch too much Intimate Note (with SuJu)
Dance Prac / Outing with SuSe I forgot when -.-
Ytd was suppose to be S-one's bonding session, but i screwed it.
Cos the bonding purpose ... was for me and lydia? :/
And I brought SuSe along, my fault.
In the end i bonded more with SuSe instead of S-one.
I know i disappointed them in some way, and to Zahra, I din mean to reply u in that manner.
I knew i sounded hostile in that SMS, i apologise, i shan't give any excuses.
I just wasnt sure which bonding u were referring to, S-one with S-one or, S-one with SuSe.
Cos seriously i din know this as a bonding session, i thought its just to get things done n settled, wad to do, planning etc. thats all.
And the reason why i went with SuSe cos you all said play pool, but instead change to playing bowling which, i don't think i can afford.
And also, i feel closer to SuSe, reason being, i've been meeting up with them regularly just for dance prac, while S-one's important people are mostly unavailable, that i understand.
As for Kayden ... Sorry ... and ... Thank You ...
shit i've been crying these few days just cos of jay.
my eyes hurts, my heart hurts.
Hope it'll heal soon, hah.
Can I still even sleep in peace tonight ?
and wake up and work my guts out tmr like nothing had happened at all?
I'll try ...
Sometimes i feel that i should stop knowing more ppl or friends, cos i'll hurt them somehow.
Always Keep the Faith
9/11/2009 12:14:00 AM