Leo's Tavern

2011-08-11T00:57:00.003+08:00

Seriously who even reads my blog? No one! And thats good :) sometimes i just need to get things out of my chest. I'm supposed to abandon my blog and I did... until today, now.

Just had the urge to do so as its 1 day past my birthday :)

love got me a polaroid cam, appreciate it alot and got him broke now T__T poor thing...

And I did not get him any presents for his bday at all ... im such an awesome girlfriend :D

Birthday was awesome, spent it with John, B1A4 and love :) Had a fun time with love even tho we din catch the fireworks :(

Then came this random moment of the lonely and quiet night where i ... went to his facebook once again! I don't know why :(

Do I still miss you? Do I still like you? Why are the memories still lingering? It ain't fair.

Lol is this even normal for me to think of you once in a while suddenly when I thought all has been forgotten.

Sometimes I wish we can go back in time, back to where SSFSG was a whole, a happy big family who loves SNSD and come together to spazz, do things for the girls or just hang out randomly and have fun, back to year 2009/2010 I totally need a restart button!

At least I'll plan wisely how to spend this time to the fullest, without any regrets, because I've too many to count now, too much.

Prolly being a part of SSFSG and knowing the huge clique was the best time of my life, friends like brothers, sisters, and even a boyfriend, all in a huge clique, wad else more could i ask for?

I will never ever forget SSFSG, they made my fandom for kpop much more meaningful, fun, exciting and memorable!

Just wanna say that I miss you, or at least chatting on msn with you almost every night last time, you were an interesting, nice friend to me, I hope that we're still friends but we aren't anymore. I also hope to be able to talk to you again normally like how we used to, as friends at least ... ^^ You may have removed me from your memory as it prolly hurts too much that i'm a memory not worth remembering, but you were once part of my life and I'm thankful for that.

everything is over! :D oh my post is so contradicting ain't it? HAH! okay time to sleep! Sure late for tmr's FYP ... heh I once laughed at your for your FYP, u said when its my turn you'll laugh at me, but that laugh never came ...

2011-03-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

shall share some WooGyu (Woohyun+Sunggyu) awesomeness :D they're so adorable!!

Okay, am pretty bored now that i'm starting to BLOG again ._.
it's just damn sian to know that you're having attachment in 2 days ... 2 damn days!
I'm hope my OIC is nice and not a bitch. I wonder how will I survive for the next 3 months ...
Well at least I have Pearl with me haha.

btw I just dyed my hair ... used the bubble dye, like no difference ._. okay it's a little brownish, at least. Hopefully it's more visible under sunlight or whatever. Or I shall dye once more to make it brighter heh.

Blog is such a great place, to rant about everything here ... and especially now that no one will even read my blog LOL because everyone has moved to tumblr, livejournal etc =P And since i havent blogged in a long time, friends might think that i've abandoned this blog and stop following it :D
Yes ... to rant and no one will know ... thats what I totally need (:

Gonna have dance practice later on .. in the afternoon ~_~ I wonder practice what ... We totally need to move on and not get stucked in the same choreography for weeks man ...

Okay, i should turn in now, even though i'm not sleepy, have to force myself to sleep as always, because Mr Insomnia love me so much he doesn't wanna leave me -_-"

"Don’t wanna be lonely I wanna just fall in love 그댈 사랑해 so won’t you come in to my heart."
"It's a quarter after 1, I'm all alone and I need you now. Said i wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now."
"What hurts the most,was being so close."
totally.

2011-02-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

^^ this song is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-02-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

But now I'm stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I am stronger

Stronger than yesterday.

holycrap, i'm addicted to Glee song covers once again (:

2011-02-25T00:13:00.001+08:00

Don't Stand!
Don't Stand so!
Don't Stand so close to me ~

EXAMS ARE OVER WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~

2011-02-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

모두가 변했어
저도 변했어 ... 왜요?
다 너땜에 ... 휴 ㅠㅠ
나 혼자서 정말 슬프다.

니 집에 빨리 가고싶어 근데 주소는 몰라요 ㅡㅡ;

2011-02-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

그 보고싶은 소중한 사람 에게,

안녕 ~
그동안 어떻게 지냈어? 잘 지냈지? 그럼 ~
우리가 언제부터 말안해요?
몇개월이야? 음 ... 십개월?
내가 겁쟁이니까 이렇게 불로그 편지를 쓰다
매일 매일 니가 넘 보고싶었어요 ... 전 불명증을 가지고 ㅡㅡ;; 진짜 미치겠네
너랑 나랑 정말 많은 추억이 있어 ... 난 잊을 수 없어 어떡해?
너를 나 아직 좋아하나요? 에이 ... 100% 말도안되!
말을 하고싶어 ... 근데 나 못해 ...
그리고 미안해 내가 넘 잘못했어 미안해 ...
다시한번 너를 한테 "사랑하다/좋아해" 이렇게 말을 하고싶다!
요! 사랑해해해해해해해해 ㅠㅠ

누가 아직도 내 블로그를 읽고요? ㅋㅋ 없어요? 아 ~ 좋다 ~~~~ 그 비밀은 아무도 모를거야 ^^

2011-02-12T15:43:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm...
How long has it been since I last wrote my previous entry? Haha ...
Been quite lazy to update my blog ... And Year 3 is gonna start soon for me, oh the stress.
Exams are coming soon too ... in 10 days!! Arghhhhh ~

Anyways been really crazy over Infinite these days too ^^;;
My favourite is Sunggyu! But im always torn in between Hoya, Sungyeol & Woohyun too =.= oh the agony rofl.
They're really awesome lol, I even tried learning their BTD dance ... I wonder if i can do the scorpion dance at all ... =.= Would very much want to do a full dance cover of BTD but I don't think I can find another 6 people to dance it =/ its a guy's dance afterall, girls might not wanna learn it.

Then again, Im gonna head to Momo's house soon to play PS3!! Wahahahah.
ModNation ~ ModNation ~ ModNation ~ ModNation ~ ModNation ~
Here I come!

2010-11-29T17:00:00.003+08:00

Okay, so school ended early today -.-" which was quite unexpected... cos Mr Brandon just smsed Leo that he's on MC today, and so we were released at 10AM instead of 5PM LOL because DI was cancelled too 8D

But hell wednesday will be one hell of a day. Tests.... and more tests

I will start studying tonight or tomorrow yeah.

omg ~_~ then friday still got presentation!! I know I shouldnt procastinate but its my darn nature LOL.

And Tarry just gave me 2 BoA albums!! :DD Hurricane Venus & Copy&Paste omgomgomg so happy!! But I don't know why he don't want it -.-" thank you sooooo much !

And there's so many posters that i need to laminate ._. ohhhh money please drop down from the sky D: I need these posters in good condition ): They're so precious to me ._. Even though some are screwed alr T-T

AND I NEED A LARGER BOX TO FIT ALL MY KPOP CDS ETC!!!

(i say til like i got alot liddat hor HAHA)

And time passes by so quickly ~ it's almost December already!

Theres still 1 week plus more to JYP audition ~_~

STEPHANIE JIAYOUUUUUU !!! HWAITINGGGG !!! GAMBATTE !!!

my throat better be on good condition that day ^^

Ichigo Ichigo Ichigo ~ LMAO ^^;;

2010-10-17T02:02:00.002+08:00

ok some pictures are in wrong sequence but heck, cos they're still TVXQ.
Went to JYJ's showcase today, it was short but awesome even though i sat quite far...
Gahhh one day, i wanna see all 5 of them together on 1 stage ...
and performing all my favourite ballads ...

After watching them live, my love for dong bang has kinda come back lol ...
I guess I really havent spazz bout them for quite some time alr =/
These 5 gods ... so precious ..
i still have the Cassiopeia inside me :D
I LOVE TVXQ FOREVER!

-sigh-
School is starting soon with that crappy timetable ...
how am i gonna survive this semester man ...
horrible horrible horrible...
And tmr's gonna be a 'busy' day before I start school.
how nice -.-"

lastly... HWAITING FOR JYP's AUDITION ...
I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT IN 2 MONTHS TIME ...
as it's prolly my only chance since I can't go Korea ...
Just like Junsu ... this is like prolly the only dream i wanna fulfil the most.
I wonder when will i get to accomplish it?
will I get the chance to?

2010-10-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

내가 뭘 잘못했어 ?
loll ...

birthday wishes don't come true right? or never did ...
perhaps i was too naive and kept thinking that it'll come true this year, just this year rofl.
whatever, im not a kid anymore anyway -.-"

and the weather is getting irritating ...
so is the internet ...
it's pissing me off ! T-T
Why isit so darn warm at night -.-" when it's supposed to be cooling.
I'm perspiring even though the fan is on.
C'mon internet, don't be hot and cold to me can? lol.

Ahh .. and school is starting soon ~_~ next week ):
which is like a few days away ... and my timetable hasn't been released yet -.-"

hope it ain't so horrible ............... anyway i'm heading to bed soon even though i won't fall asleep so quickly.
Been having insomnia for months zzz ._. and it's not fun at all.
I'm very very very tired, but I just couldnt sleep -_-" it doesnt make any sense does it.
So torturing! Wonder when will it stop ...
Shall end my short blog entry here (:
oh
생일축하해 ...

2010-10-04T14:49:00.002+08:00

BEAST - SOOM Dance Practice

I swear the ending, behind part was funny after the SOOM dance :DDD
the dorks are back in action!
Especially Junhyung! He finally released that ssanti side of him LOL.
and so now its time to learn Soom!
I really wanna cover Soom badly ... as usual the choreography is awesome thanks to Haw :D
but im a little lazy to learn the dance now -.-"

Anyway i just finished watching My Girlfriend is a Nine-Tailed Fox
its a really good drama :D damn funny also haha.
and of cos the last episode is such a tear jerker -.-"
ohwells ~

cracking my brains of songs for semis and finals ...
I actually wanted Soom but, we dun have enough ppl since sam is overaged ... D:
and not all will agree on this song ._. -sigh-
such difficult decisions to make

2010-09-30T11:35:00.002+08:00

BEAST - '숨' (Breath) MV!

hothothothothot !! Esp Junhyung *_*
ohhhhh and the dance is awesome! I'm still pretty captivated by Yoseob's 'I don't Knowwwwwwwwwwwww' part
his voice makes my heart melt HEHE.

Anyway went for Gna's autograph session ytd, shes such a sweetheart!
ikr (:
she even teared ytd ~ its like awwwww ~
and her vocals are really good, i loved it when she sang a lil bit of her debut song ...
i just wished she'll sing the whole song =.=
obviously i tried to watch her performance ... but i can only sometimes see her head when i tiptoed among the crowd -.-"
Luckily i passed my cam to a friend and he helped me record ...
And when i got back my cam, i watched the video, and I just focused on Seobang aka Kim Taewoo .. LOL IDK WHY OK!?

GNA performing Supa Solo!
The interview and etc (: she cried ..

but they're back in Korea alr ~ ):
ok imma go continue watch Gumiho :D

2010-09-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

First thing first - Happy Birthday Pei2! :D

Went to fetch Jay this afternoon :D
I swear he and AOM all look so small LOL.
Daniel was short okay! Prolly my height? I can't believe that he's the same age as me ._.
Jay was wearing a red beanie, damn adorbs ...
Then behind Jay was idk who, cos there were 2 guys, i only regconised Daniel ...
When they walked past me I just looked at them LOL I dun dare to touch them,
the both of them just look so small/innocent wadever and they kinda look lost haha.

So after that Cyn and I headed to their hotel (: to meet Sharon and Desiree, so Sharon could pass me Pei2's ticket! And wait for Jay loll.
Sadly we din manage to see AOM throughout =/ Saw Jay the whole day rofl.
He was really nice (: and cute haha ^^v
Ohhhh he also went to choose ... ok idk buy? clothes from Armani Exchange (sponsor) at MBS at night
Managed to find him there last minute - thankgoodness
I really like his shirt btw, the back of it has his name in a creative way lol.
Wanted to shake hands with him but din managed to ):
Got to see his AOM tattoo behind his right ear damn clearly (Y)

Well basically when he came out of Armani Exchange, we all(fans) were literally JAYWALKERS. becos ... we all walked with him alllllll the way back to the hotel rofl.
Had a good few minutes of seeing his face clearly! hehe
also managed to talk to him? I finally get to tell an artiste something and he hears it -.-"
becos usually i won't know what to say ... tongue tied ... if not when i say something they cant hear it and just ignore me ):

jay ily` (:
"See you tomorrow!" - hope i din scare u with that LOL ... sounded like a stalker man
but srsly see you tmr =X i want to see you in NTUC pushing the trolley =.= why did i miss that, must be epic rofl.
hope your fanmeet will be a successful one! ^^

2010-09-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

SCREENCAPS FROM HAMMER SESSION LAST EPI ENDING!
-Sequence is from bottom to top loll-

i recommend this drama for all to watch! :DDD
i really din regret being bored a month plus ago and finding random dramas like this to watch.
I watched it on funshion, if you guys wanna watch it, its under the Jap drama section, title is 震撼鲜师 (:
he's one of my fav jap actor too ever since i watched Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)
Just finished watching it, only 11 episodes T______T why does jap dramas always have to be so short ... I swear it's such a tear jerker ESPECIALLY THE END =.= I like the twists they have in each episode!

Here's a synopsis i got from DramaWiki:
"Two prisoners managed to escape after the police truck carrying them crashed. One of them ,is a gangster. The other called "Otowa YonKo" - our protagonist - is a con artist whose cheats money from criminals or terrorists. Accidentally, "Otowa Yonko" then becomes the new teacher for the nearby high school, under the new name "Hachisuka Goro", and according to a deal of "Hammer Session" with the headmaster."

It may sound boring but i got hooked after watching the first episode heh, especially after he got into the school as a teacher with a fake identity.
There's always something to learn from in life, from each episode of hammer session (:
thats what i felt
So if you're bored just like me, go watch this! hahaha its worth watchin ~
No more hammer session for me to watch DDD:
How wonderful would it be to have such a cool studying environment, with fun teachers and an interesting principal =X Of cos, its just a drama, I can never find a teacher like that ... =/

Oh the female lead is cute too LOL
SHE'S YOUNGER THAN ME OKAY! HER ACTING'S SO GOOD AND SHE'S srsly SO SHORT!
okay petite fine petite.
The production is so clever to choose her as the female student lead (Y)
-clap clap-
Hopefully am able to find more awesome jap dramas! I was into Jap dramas before K dramas appear in SG okay!!!? xD

Dang ... I miss those rooftop scenes already ... oh and esp sickbay scenes! where hachisuka's pervertness comes to live LOL. classroom scenes ~ and that necklace he wears ... HAHAH.

Support Hammer Session! ^^

I have to look for job again! And also practicing of our dance for semis/finals ...
Ah ... time is never enough
Met up with John, Momo and Jordan at j8 for dinner, arcade, koi and pearl shooting session.

No im not a racist but, I tend to have this thinking that some Indian couples (not all) seemed to be very touchy touchy, erm in public at the wrong places lol! So this couple was like making out in front of a children playground at j8 ._. yes there were kids playing btw.
Not that im conservative, but hey, this is Singapore! lol
The lady moved on to sitting on the guy's thigh doing who knows what, -drinks koi-, we din mean to look but they were being so obvious -.-"
Jordan said he saw the guy stood up and took off his pants (IN PUBLIC?!), thats why the girl keep sitting on him, omgawd /)_(\ lucky i din see anything but i pity another girl who was sitting much closer in front of them, but ofcos they still continued their stuff rofl.

Okay im done being kaypoh :D

2010-09-20T01:38:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I was busy focusing on the audition so much that I forgotten my mom's bday ... T_T
sorry mommy, Happy Belated Birthday ~

Anyway our group passed the Auditions for Teenage Kpop Dance thingy! :DDD
I was so happy ~ and I teared ... happy tears lol!
Finally, all our hard work din go to waste ...
We did it girls ! We did it ^^
And now moving onto the semis ... Hopefully again we can go to the finals ... (:
SGK HWAITING!
Also, THANK YOU PEI2 FOR COMING DOWN TO SUPPORT!! ^^ heeee

ohright my arms are gonna ache badly later when i wake up, i swear -.-"
played too much bball at the arcade today, linchong can be my bball machine game partner LOL.
I forsee muscles growing in my arms soon if we play this everyday HAHHA.

ok am writing a letter to my mom now, in CHINESE ...
HOW LONG HAVE I NOT WRITTEN IN CHINESE OMGAWD ...
it has DEPROVED ALOT :DD I've forgotten all the words, how to write them T_T
ok shall continue writing :D

2010-09-11T23:27:00.004+08:00

Went for dance prac today, and went for ZE:A's showcase, but was kinda late as the doors opened at 1Pm and I reached like 2PM? =X but hey, the showcase starts at 230pm!
I was at cat 1, like at the 3rd row as it's free standing ... =/
thankfully the girls in front of me din raise their boards much, its HUGE -.-" but their hands are irritating D:
ZE:A was awesome haha, but i kinda pity Kevin ... hes the only one who din get a chance to interact 1-1 with the fans as none of them chose him during the zea-fan interaction or wadever you call it time. It was being held 3 times, each of ze:a's member pick out a number from the box, all the fans were given a number tag when we go in, so yeah if ur number is picked, you get a chance to go up stage and interact with ZE:A with games or w/e ...

First time got 10 fans, second time got 9? and third time got 3 ... Ok dun bother the 3rd time cos it was a group game, so ... 19 girls, none of them chose Kevin ._. sadly i almost got picked ... damn 171 was my number and 173 got picked!

and I dun even wanna talk bout the group game one ... this fangirl damn lucky -_- got piggybacked and bridalcarried by DONGJOON T_T waeeeee ~ I did take pictures ... but the pictures are all with Pearl now ._.

I'm sure to get arm aches tmr, i think i recorded a few performances, ohright Kwanghee, Heechul and Minwoo danced to Magic Girl! :DDD damnnnnnnn cute rofl
I realised Minwoo is actually damn cute too =P lol @ minwoo and his pinkiness.
Pam you can be best friends with him xDD

During the fansign, the boys were so sweet upclose hehehe, kevin's siggy is the nicest among all 9! And kwanghee ... he can sign without looking at the album like he doesnt bother at all LOL srsly i dunno wad he's signing ... I think I got eyecontact from every members at least twice, their "Hi(s)~" and "Hello(s)" were damn cute too ^^ I waved to them like mad =X Cos i din know wad to say to them ... excepting for telling dongjoon that hes VERY cute ... lol.

Anyway after the showcase we went to Conrad and waited, they took a bus but they din leave immediately after boarding (: so I just went to 1 side with Siwan, Hyunshik, Junyoung and Heechul there .. Siwan gave lotsa fanservice as he din close the curtain completely, he kept waving to us fans, acting cute with this v^^ smile smile and kept waving, so adorable, Hyunshik who sat beside him also popped out once in awhile to wave at us. Junyoung -.- he put his hand at the window and closed his curtain completely (Y) Moon leader we wanna see ur face laaa ~ Then I think Heechul and Junyoung were playing, din know heechul was sitting at the back until junyoung suddenly pulled opened heechul's curtain lmao, HEECHUL WAS BUSY EATING SNACKS LOR! Then of cos he did the same to junyoung xD den he bend down n hide lmao. Dongjoon ... heard he changed seat to the other side ._.

Then we chased to the airport and sent them off, they're so polite as they stopped when they went in, stood in one line and bowed to the fans ~ ok im lazy to blog anymore rofl im tiredddd!

2010-09-09T12:21:00.002+08:00

im so bored at home alone now ._.
always home alone these days ...

and im hungry now! hohoho.. =.=
i should go find something to eat soon heh.
and my hand is recovering once again! :DDD

am gonna go airport and fetch ze;a tonight ~
i wonder if i should make board anot o.o rofl.

okay i should continue and finish watching Personal Taste asap =X
and hopefully Hammer Session episodes are released faster ._.
IDOL MAID TOO!! even though it's without subs ...
also, i have yet to find a screen protector for my phone -.-"

2010-09-08T12:58:00.002+08:00

lol im being ignored by people whom i helped last time.
guess it doesnt pays to be kind eh?
lol yes it doesnt, i shouldn't be so loyal, so nice, so happy-go-lucky about everything anymore ~
Thanks guys for changing me into someone not so nice to be with now :DD
I'm just a tool for you all to use in the past right?
So ... money is everything.
ohwell as long as my conscience is clear, muchmuchmuch clearer than yours ^^
No im not being sensitive, why don't you check yourselves out first before calling me sensitive?

okay exams in 3 hours time ...
Am still studying abit to recall what i've studied ytd ...
ITS THE LAST PAPER! :DDDD
yayness haha
ohcrap, im hungry already ...

Random but, i should start sleeping early again, doesn't feels good sleeping very late, and waking up late everytime ...
I can't wait for ZE:A's showcase ^^

2010-09-04T15:17:00.003+08:00

okay, im actually studying now ._.
so depressing ... LOL
damn exams made me unable to go for the kpop concert DD:
ohwells, save money? doh.
I still have ALOT of notes to write man ... why teacher never give us clues on which specific chapter will come out T_T
they did that during year 1 !!
then i wont have to study the WHOLE book ma ...
this is giving me a headache ):

ok i shall stop blogging and continue studying ._.

2010-08-30T17:37:00.002+08:00

好想喝醉。。。看看我醉后会不会发酒疯，哈哈。。。然后一次过，把全部的不满和不愉快的事情全部说出来。。。说出来后心里也可能不会觉得那么沉重。。。反正说出来后都有可能记不起我说的话啊。。。真的该试一下

2010-08-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

Wowwwww okay I'm so tired now rofl, but I have to wait for my hair to dry before I meet my biases in dreamland (:
-waits patiently and hopes mommy doesnt creeps on me-

Anyway went for a kbox session this morning from 11am to 2pm!
Then went to Swensens for lunch ...? lols wasnt really hungry so only ordered a drink and its only $3 hahahah.
I actually ordered cookie summit ... but my order never came ~_~ and my fren ordered cookie monster, i got both the names mixed up when we told the waiteress that our orders havent arrived ... I said "2 cookie monsters" oh well at least I saved money LOL.

We actually stayed in Swensens for like ... almost 3 hours, then i got tricked by the 'kids' .. liangping say she asked for bill, but the bill never came, din think anything of it ... until nearing 5PM, suddenly got this ice cream cake appear before me!! my eyes were literally O_O Just nice it was ... ok i prefer to call him tanker cos thats his username in sgkwave lmao, his birthday is ... today, now? lol so sgkwave people celebrated our bdays tgt! -clap clap-
Thank you so much guys :D Tarry, Stan, Aggie, Liangping, Joyce, Jasper, Jingwei, Jordan and Randy! (:

It kinda feels different this time that I celebrated my birthday with a different group of people this year, hmm ... i still rmb ssfsg celebrated my bday at the airport in 2008 and at nick's house in 2009! xD

Also had dance session just now, learned abit of Suju's No Other, and i think i danced too hard this time, perspired alot .. and I have to go RP tmr too! tiring weekend eh ._.

Lastly, antis should really get a life .. sometimes people just go too overboard when they are freaking bored with their lives, but thank you SJ for still standing strong.
I feel for you donghae.

Ok and after finish this post, my hair ... is almost done drying imma go sleep soon.
August 8th ... how could I have forgotten this date? -sigh-

2010-08-06T16:40:00.003+08:00

Went out with Val today! Actually its just walking around at j8 & ofcos catching up with each other as we chat (: lmao, also shopped for Gayoon's present ^-^ Hope there's a chance to pass it to her ~

We were supposed to meet and have lunch tgt but both of us weren't very hungry, so ... i suggested ice cream! Wanted to head to Swensens but apparently the queue is very long -.-" So we went to Haagen Daz instead, Val treated me! :D kamsahabnida ~ yumyum.

Oh and I went to cut my hair, it's shorter ... AGAIN -_-" ohman ... Actually kinda wanna follow Taemin's hairstyle hehe, pardon me for my retarded looking photo LOL. I'm satisfied tho. Will definitely cut my hair at the same place againz, he style until so nice, ok dun look at the pic alr rofl.

I also had fun filming for the Samsung B2st/4Min Contest ytd night :) hope we can win the tickets ~ It's abit too long, tho the 1st entry was really good.

Time to... save money again ... And I only realised today that, Action City became Art Box at J8! I'm so gonna shop there often alr HAHA. Kept playing Kpop, First was Bad Girl Good Girl, wanted to leave but they started playing SHOCK! so I stayed ... walk around look see look see more den left. Went back there after our Ice Cream 'lunch', heard HeartBreaker and Seeya's His Voice o.o" so rare to hear SEEYA's song ~

2010-07-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

I'm really lovin' Gina nowadays, she's very awesome ^^

Her live performances are good! She sings well and have a good body figure too xD

I want her height!! rofl.

Oh and that BTS Making of MV of her's is quite adorable, made her more lovable ^^;;

Anyway, I just watched Blood Pledge with Cynthia :D

It was ... okay I guess ... Not very scary, perhaps it's cause I kept closing my eyes =X

I think the story line was quite okay, shows how friendship is so important and how much a true friend can actually do just for you.

And the main actress ... She really looks like Seohyun =.=!! her name in the movie is So-Ee, but they subbed it as Soy, LMAO. SOY! It's like seeing the real Seohyun acting, oh maknae ~

아 ... 드디어! 내일은 금요일 이요! 캬캬 ~ 난 주말 좋아해용! Well, who doesn't? rofl.

Since I have to teach I My Me Mine (IMMM) on saturday, had to meet Sam tmr to revise the steps first haha, and we'll be interviewed by Omy! (:

Okay, I'm gonna turn in soon once again, early? I know, apparently I'm getting forced to sleep early -.-" so what? The only actual time I sleep is about 1plus 2am? Yes ... So I roll around in bed for at least 1 hour before I sleep =.=

I don't even have the freedom to choose my sleeping time! 이게 뭐야?! 아이구 ... 너무나 답답해 ~

4Minute's Jihyun is on YOZM now ~ ^^ yozm-ing her haha, hope she'll reply me =.=

2010-07-13T13:25:00.002+08:00

Yea this is my 2AM autographed album ~! :D which got signed on Saturday 10.07.10

Seriously the boys were pretty nice and all smiley and obviously Jokwon gave the most fanservice but not as much as Beast lolll.

I kinda made a Jinwoon board, but Seulong stood at my side -_- while jinwoon stood far left

well its fine cos Seulong is cute too haha! At least Jinwoon did look at my direction a few times and nodded.

My board was kinda fail i think, I put in Korean "Jin -heart- wgm ="X">

OH and i dunno why they used BLACK INK =.=!! Gold would be nicer ): their siggys can be hardly seen on the album. I attended the ShengShiong show too, sat at the same area 3 times

-_-

*bangswall*

Ok its so cute how girlsday is following me on twitter, Mbc too ... and a staff from mbc lmao.

I wanna join Cube Ent!!! =X

AH! Lastly, Gayoon and Yoseob's cover of G.Na's debut song is SO ADORABLE ! Yoseob being so playful at the back while Gayoon's singing :) My fav Cube family vid, if its counted heh.

Okay, imma go off now, lesson ended early since we've finished our lab. LUNCH TIME! ^^

2010-07-07T17:28:00.002+08:00

Alas! Super Junior's No Other MV is out! Ahhhhh ~ I kinda miss MVs like this for SuJu ^^;; I LOVEEEE the MV many many! You get to see cute and adorable Suju once again in a longg time!

And rofl when Ryeowook washes the car, so darn cute i swear hehe.

Sungmin too! omg ~ the way he sneaks xD

But its a pity Siwon and Kyu wasnt dancing in the mv =/

OLD SUJU DAYS FTW! I'm in love with Suju once again :D

Havent been blogging cos I'm lazy to blog and cuz of people who reads my blog, and kinda got a negative feedbacks or w/e, well idc LOL.

I'm like replaying No Other Mv again n again x)

And siannnn ... I'll be having a presentation tmr morning ._. I'm so so so lucky to not be in the video rofl.

Anyways imma go for 2AM's showcase this weekend! And I'll be able to get their siggy in person! yay ~ ^^ lucky me haha. Oh this reminds me, im so gonna watch Despicable Me cos that lil girl is sfc :)

"ITS SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIEEEE~"

word.

Oh at the same time, 4 Minute's I My Me Mine (IMMM) MV is so sexy :D My Gayoon is so pretty (: love the 'click click' part haha. I've also created myself a yozm account, and Hyunseung was on ytd, fan girls was spamming and I only posted 3 to him ... so i guess he din see mine ~_~

He kinda got more than 5000 replies from b2uty(s) lol, at least he replied to some of them ...

but his korean is omg so difficult to understand LOL, i roughly do but ... not the whole thing which led me to having troubles replying him in Korean -.-"

Ah! Just as I'm blogging, Junhyung finally tweeted again! After 6 long days ~_~

I guess he either likes the rain, or hates it LOL.

"비온다... 휴"

Okay, seeing the 'hyu' I dont think he likes rain hahah!

Junhyung please tweet moreee (:

lastly, VAL IS SPAZZING BOUT SUJU LIKE SIAO NOW WTH

2010-06-26T00:37:00.004+08:00

starting from top left: Yoseob, Doojoon, Hyunseung

middle: Dongwoon and Kikwang

btm: Junhyung !

Woooohoooo ~ !

Thanks to some of my friends I was able to get in front of the queue after work (: thank you so much for helping me out! -unlikesomepeoplethatiknow-

Omg, i realise that Junhyung is actually quite goodlooking LOL. Dongwoon too kay!

Anyway I just came back from BEAST's fansign and with a lil bit of stalking ...? lol.

Seriously they're all gorgeous upclose and thanks to Shanna during signing, Kikwang looked at me twice ROFL.

well since shanna moved to Junhyung, i walked to her place, BUT kikwang was still signing her album! and was focusing on the album until he finished signing ... and looked up,

-helloitsmenotshanna-

I was a lil blur too ._.

Den he signed mine and looked up, and saw me again lmao, he must be thinking why I stay there so long, why isit still the same person =X Of cos, he's damn goodlooking (:

Finally I saw Junhyung SMILE, omg how RARE is that?! With that stern face of his everytime I see him lolll, I still like Junhyung k, hes ... special? lol, like the only one not really smiling often.

Yoseob is definitely adorable, adorable ttm pls.

Thanks to my board he waved to me ^^v thanks to the fangirls behind me, he waved at our direction a few times -theywerefreakingloudiswear-

Ohhhh right, Doojoon was really fun (: Both him and yoseob gave the most fanservice, i supposed. They were smiling, waving, posing for fans' cameras the most!

close up of Doojoon's smile was the best!

Anyway the positioning of the fansign was from right to left, so ... it goes like this, Yoseob, Doojoon, Hyunseung, Dongwoon, Kikwang and Junhyung :D

Junhyung being last is good, COS HE TAKES HIS OWN SWEET TIME TO SIGN LOL. others were kinda like chionging please, and luckily when it came to Dongwoon, there was a problem with the marker ink and he changed his marker! which means more time for me to look at him closeup (: and after he did that, he alr had 3 more CDs stacking beside for him to sign already thanks to Hyunseung's fast hand hahaaa.

Then Hyunseung ... idk, but his mood that day seemed to be abit like Junhyung and I swear he loves staring at ppl -.-" Okay, he stared at me for quite sometime, I saw him staring so I waved, and he gave no reaction and kept staring awhile more and looked somewhere else!!! whatisthis.

Again, its fortunate that I din go deaf after 3 days of high pitch voice blasting next/near to my ears! Seriously, how did the girls train to get such high pitched voice for screaming?!

And if you're thinking that Beast left for Malaysia by plane? You're wrong ... They should be on the way there now on Travel Bus, its huge lol. I know some hardcore fans are stalking them there and even brought their passports o.o" I hope they get a good longggg rest as the journey would probably cause them to have buttache =X

But isnt travelling to Malaysia at this time DANGEROUS? no offence tho.

Ok time for me fangirling over SNSD (:

their special stage on Mubank was awesome as usual! Again its the 4 dancing divas, hyoyeon, syoung, yoona and yuri doing a dance and obviously it was good ~

and theres a funny part of Oh! when hyoyeon and sunny did the dance wrongly for 1 part, at first sunny faced to the correct side while hyo did it wrongly, as sunny was beside hyo, she saw hyo and tot that she was wrong, so in the end both of them do wrongly !! -howcute-

sunny for hyo, hyo for sunny !

Disappointed

2010-06-23T17:05:00.003+08:00

oh hello! I'm at work now and I havent been blogging yeah? rofl.

I went to the airport after work ytd to fetch BEAST ~ the fangirls were crazy as usual, loud ear piercing screams, I swear I almost went deaf everytime they have this event ._. but yes I still can hear.

Actually before that, I went to send Ukiss off too! LOL. Managed to catch a glimpse of Xander and Kevin clearly, a Lil bit of Eli ~ Kiseob's and Dongho's back clearly -.-", I CANT SEE MY SOOHYUN !!!! T____T and Kibum too ~_~ the KissMe(s) were totally mobbing them man!

Apparently I have this HUGE urge to stalk Beast ... BUT IM WORKING DAMMIT! UGHHHH.

DOOJOON TWEETED T__T HIM BEING ON THE HIPPO TOUR THINGY ~_~

SO BLOODY TEMPTING KNOW! even tho i dont use cabs to stalk, budget stalking is still worth it!

I'm like crying at my workplace now seeing those pics MTVAsia posted -_-"

-bangswall-

what is this ... i totally chose the WRONG week to work DDDD:

-cries-

Just 1 more hour and I can go home, no ticket to Hi-5 Session ):

Might be too tired to go too ... *sigh*

I'm so looking forward to tmr and fri! Hope theres chance to at least interact with either of them =/

Me wanna see Beast ~

2010-06-18T16:25:00.002+08:00

Jay is back in Korea! -at this point of time, i think-

yayyy welcome back to S.Korea! (:

How i wish i was there to welcome him at the airport.

and its really LMAO if I see Peatry xD the dog's cute btw.

NO im not jealous of Peatry, noooooo.

Went to RP yesterday to do a short Shock cover with my frens (:

saw Francis there, *waves*

Finally got it done in 2 days rofl -.-" abit rush ...

I'm supposed to learn Huh now... but I'm a lil lazy =X

Oh, and Glee is actually not bad, quite nice to watch (:

The songs are good ~ I've got a eyecandy from Glee! lmao.

And imma rotting at home alone lmao.

Wasnt able to get my hands on WG's showcase tickets =/

ohwells ...

2010-06-11T11:33:00.002+08:00

Am in school now for Web Application Development lesson, was late for school as Stacey & I missed 2 bus 13 ... And I used the computer to surf the internet! Facebook is the first site I always go onto when I open the internet browser, and there I saw, finally, Matt's (i hope its okay to call him Matt) message to me! As he promised that he'll write a message to people who liked his facebook status, and ... I just liked it for fun :D

Its kinda cool that how he can know/understand me much just by looking at my Facebook info and etc, because seriously, I've only met him twice and so-called 'chatted' with him once rofl.

I liked his short message haha, thank you so much Matthew Zachary Liu!!

Okay, teacher is being so nice that he ended the lesson within 45 minute instead of 2 hours LOL.

Thats a good thing but the sad thing is ... I've lost my key and wasn't able to go home happily the day before and had to go over to Pam's house and took a nap =/ thanks bestie (: for your bed heh.

2010-06-05T12:18:00.003+08:00

Hello~ I had this yesterday (: It's Shoyu Ramen! The soup base is soy sauce, but it ain't that salty. It's really nice with the price being $13.50, and there goes my money rofl! I had this with sgk people, supposedly a mini outing for jingwei who's entering NS soon.

Ahhh ... And I think I screwed 2 out of 3 tests this week -.- ohwells tests are crappy! I shall just look forward to the short holiday within the next 2 weeks.

Im gonna head for Pearl's house soon to do project and then have dance session later at 6PM, sometimes I'd wish that weekends will take its time to pass by ...

Oh and lastly, screw the weather! It's so warm! what is this?!

I feel like playing Caesar III now by the way T___T Caesar IV ain't downloading successfully =.= darn!

2010-06-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

why does MY mom love being a pain in the ass? why does MY mom not bother what or how i feel? why does MY mom not understanding? why does MY mom love rubbing salt on my wounds?

Just why.

That's it, everyone has their limits and so do i. If thats what she wants, WOOOO REBEL TIME! I shall return home as late as I want next time and I shall just say that I went to study (:

Don't think that you are always right like you own the whole world.

Sometimes, I'd wish that you didn't exist, not in front of my face, I don't wanna hear your voice, it's so darn irritating omg. Perhaps I'll regret that decision but definitely more than 50% not regretting it.

Okay, back to homework time!

Oh I totally DREAD sleeping together with you too (:

I want MY room back, my best place, my own personal space, thats what I need now.

And not just anywhere in the house as if i'm living like a traveller.

Seriously, fuck my life.

2010-05-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

Right, I haven't been blogging nowadays. It was a really hectic weekend, for me, really regretted watching King Kong on Friday night until 2am when I had to wake up at 8am the next morning -.-" To attend my cousin's tea ceremony ... is that how you call it? You know when you get married, you have to present tea to your parents and relatives ... yeah, lol. My cousin was real beautiful, one sure gives a different special vibe wearing that glamourous wedding dress!

And I really liked the surprised video Adrian, my cousin's husband, did. Their Love Story video, it was hilarious! I guessed everyone who were at the wedding dinner loved it (: And Audrey teared, awww ;) Interesting concept, I wonder what surprises will I get at my wedding? haha!

Then it was the Kpop Talent Contest on Sunday. Went there to video the groups' performances til both my arms are aching badly now, I cant even lift them up properly T__T You see, I had to film continuously for 1 hour or even more and I think my arms only rested for about a minute through the whole thing ... I guess I shall just take pictures next time :D

Oh! And I've added something onto my wishlist recently, a camcorder! I guess it's essential to take HQ videos and pictures with it when you go for concerts, stalking of idols etc hehe, it's the Canon Legria HF S21! -cues thunder&lightnight- the specs looks good to me, but I'm sure the price is sky high too -.-"

Okay, it's time to watch the 9PM show, With You, on Channel 8, it's nice! And off to study for my Networking test tomorrow -sigh- Oh the agony of studying for tests...

2010-05-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

Keep Holding On

I've been watching Shaman King again these days! Oh the great memories of this anime ~ hahah

Having tests tests tests and more tests at this period of time D: dno if i can handle everything

AM finally gonna send my lappy for repair tmr after school, hopefully my warranty is still valid or w/e screw my lappy for spoiling at the wrong time!

seriously screw the phobias and everything ._.

ohhh wat to do ..

im like stuck here with an ancient computer, cant do my practicals or wadsoever ...

Cant wait to have my healthy lappy back with me ..

Cant wait to have dinner with sgkwave ppl ..

Cant wait for my cousin's wedding - a day which i can look pretty again LOLLL.

But its weird ... to be wearing a dress ... which I havent worn 1 in years -.-

oh right a Tube dress or watever you call it, imma noob when it comes to dress.

How revealing huh, yet the most impt thing is that, ITS BLUE IN COLOUR! ooo my fav!

Family ... hmmm wads a family ?

isolating oneself from them? closed doors, alone in your own room.

Not sociating with parents even tho u only see them mostly at nights.

I guess ... I'm used to that life, we are used to it.

No bonding sessions ... No understanding between ourselves.

Yet we have a wall in between, which built up through the years, unknowingly.

its no wonder why I've always envied families with close ties (:

Decided to continue to train hard ... as in singing (: i know i can do it!

-still searching for my diaphgram- xD

oh diaphgram where are you ~

2010-05-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

wooooo this com is giving me lotsa problems -_-

I can't upload pictures to my bloggy..

I cant do anything now gosh ... let alone my hw ... nooooooooooo ~

my lappy is dead ... it wont start up dammit ... gonna send it for repair, SOON.

ohright about ytd's audition!

I realised i've made several mistakes T__T

and they bloody hell cut short the timing for each perf ...

each groups have different timings lor! maximum was 2min30sec ... wth =.=

but surprisingly the so-called DJ erm let us danced to the whole of RDR which is 2min26sec.

Surprised cos at my timeslot, ppl were given like 1min50sec o.o"

Anyways we din get thru so yeah ... lol

was a lil disappointed of cos, since we've spent so much time n effort in it.

if only we were aware of the judging criteria ._.

Thank you to all those who came down and support, cheered for us ^^

sgkwave ~ ssfsg ~ mommy, daddy and elaine!

Oh and all those who sent me goodluck/jiayou smses too rofl.

the boards sgkwave ppl made x)

thank you joyce,lydia,aggie,cheryl for the awesome perf (:

thank you sammy for always coming down to our dance prac and help us film the dance, give us advice

thank you jasper,arashi,shanna,crystallis (idunnoyourname =X) and... whoever i've missed out, that helped to make our fanboard lmao.

thank you tarry, stanly and lingcong for the awesome sakae dinner :DDD

i shall try uploading the pics next time, prolly when my lappy is fixed ... cos this com totally sucks ~_~

2010-05-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

omg why am i not surprised?

It's like i expected it, but it's weird ...

Like that person seemed so far from me o.o

Anyways i just watched Jay's new vid (: yes slow again cos NYP's internet is effed up.

AND JAY'S KOREAN HAS PHAILED AGAINNNNNNZ! xD

but i love his korean =x

omg so darn hilarious, esp at the end of the vid x)

"eh .. yeah.. peace ^^v

bleahhhhh~! "

cute ttm prz.

-screamzspazzwateverahhhhhhh-

hmmmm fanclub name ... i've no idea too T_T who wouldn't want jay to call u personally to say THANK YOU~! =X

right right right?

woooo having a test tmr and i'm not studying ~_~

tiredddd heh..

the 9PM show is nice (:

2010-05-17T09:31:00.003+08:00

HI TROLLS

thank u for being so horrible and forgetting about who brought you into this awesome place huh?

please dun forget, without me, u or u all(?) wont even get to meet such awesome ppl (:

wanna deny?

ok go ahead ~

lol so wtf happened?

2010-05-14T17:01:00.002+08:00

Alas! Weekdays are over! again! rofl.

School has been pretty boring ~ as usual gahhh...

Trying to stream Mubank now ... its kinda laggy ):

Awaiting for Suju's comeback! Miinah ~ bonamana ~

Gonna have dance again at rp lol.

prac prac prac ~

bloody 'thing' has been making me tired these few days ~_~

and again the weather's so warm =/ outdoor aircon ftw?

Now i just wish NYP would lend me some of their imba freezing winter aircons.

I wanna take a nap but i can't since i have to leave in like an hour plus time.

nvm *continues watching mubank*

2010-05-09T07:07:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI OMG IT'S LIKE 7AM? HAHAHAH

I MUST BE CRAZY RIGHT? RIGHT ~

went for dance prac ytd finally completed teaching RDR! :DDDD *clap clap*

and went to the SNSD themed party after that ... which .. was boring -0-"

like i've wasted my $25 there ~_~ seriously ... not that i'm bias or wad, but I expected more.

It was supposed to be SNSD themed but ... they only played like 5 SNSD songs?

Oh, don't mind me but ... I THINK I PAWNED WHEN ITNW was played :D lalalalaa ~

WHY AM I SO AWESOME IN TIMES LIKE THIS? -selfhigh-

IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF TO LEARN ITNW WEEEEEE ~

doh, why did i even wake up so early -.-"

2010-05-07T16:58:00.002+08:00

Dandyu! :D

im finally home ~

Yay again it's the end of the weekend! -Cheers!- \o/

Managed to practice dance for the kpop contest on wed and finished the formation :D

but its still kinda messy =X hopefully we can get into top 3! -prays hard-

ohhh and the weather is getting so eff-ed up nowadays... was perspiring while sleeping for the past 2 days -.-" I couldn't sleep properly and kept tossing and turning ... ITS SO HOT DAMMIT!

Gonna have dance session tmr again (:

and im gonna go for the snsd themed party ._. think it'll be so weird zzz ...

ohwells, for SNSD, just for SNSD!

I'm a lil lazy to do my homework now ... but if i don't ... i scared that i'll forget to do it during the weekends ... and thus leading to ... asking Pearl to help me send her copy to teacher again .. LOL

Ah ... Brandon, my lecturer for ERP (Enterprise Resource Planning) was interesting today, he actually showed us a ppt of the topic, "Students sleeping?" which he did -.-"

and that wad he should do when students sleep in his lecture?

-off the lights

-open the door invite him/her out?

-(i forgot the last one)

den the next slide shows ... SHEEPS! herds of sheeps!

there were about 5 different slides of sheeps! xD asking us to count ~

it was damn funny now that i think back bout it.

I guess Brandon is too free/bored that he made that ppt.

okay! I'M BORED ~ ^^;;

2010-05-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

presenting ... evidence of the legendary DUCK BUTT! ^^;;

Mommy Kim is so pretty i swear ~_~

and zuno is so cute :D

hi there! ^^

hello again!

-please do NOT take out these pictures without crediting me -Leogalz-

-DON'T claim that it's yours, I am nice enough to not watermark it cos it'll destroy the pic-

Wow~ I had lotsa fun these 2 days... :) and ofcos it was darn tiring too ..

Went to Zuno's showcase at RWS ytd ~ Sadly Junsu only performed 1 song ... BUT ...

AT LEAST I FINALLY GOT TO SEE HIM AND HEAR HIM SING, AFTER I WAITED FOR 3 YEARS :'D

his voice is amazing okayyyyy...

Anyways, Junho was really cute... ok like DAMN CUTE =x his song is getting to me man o.o"

Been listening to it these 2 days cos they kept playing his songs ... rofl

kinda memorised some song lyrics and dance moves also liao (Y)

And .. Junho is realllllyyyyy nice (: so humble and polite ~ he seems really close with mommy kim :D what a good son lol!

Oh and I have like 2 of his siggys ~ I dun have his album tho =X Must get photos from lydia alr ... she have tonnes of good hq pics :D including our group pic with Zuno (Y)

Then I finally collected my RDR albums ~! got the solo member posters i wanted hehe.

Sian... tmr school again... why do weekends end so quickly? ):

2010-04-30T12:22:00.002+08:00

Weeee ~

Went to the airport yesterday to apparently welcome Junsu and Zuno to SG ~! :D

I arrived at the aiport at around 9plus, and they officially came out at 10 ... nearing 11pm.

FINALLY! I get to see Junsu! omg ~ I waited for 3 years T_T my favourite member in Dong Bang ~ Hopefully I get the chance to meet the rest of DBSK members in the future ... =/

I took a fancam, a little shaky tho .. will prolly upload it when I get home after school later, cos' im currently Blogging in SCHOOL!

Gonna meet sgkwave ppl for dinner at BQ Korea later too.

I wanna have break soon! I'm hungry ): lol.

Oh, also finally got the game God Of War! Thanks Chang kor :D got it from him yesterday. Then went home and watched my bro play it haha. the gameplay is totally the same as Dantes Inferno lor =.=!!

Junsu Junsu Junsu :DDD

Looking forward to Tomorrow for Zuno's concert!

2010-04-24T13:46:00.002+08:00

yay? My cover of Dear Mom, rofl. Just gonna let mommy listen to it I guess lol. Save $$ on present LOL. I sang this at like 1AM this EARLY morning -.- can't sing loudly ): next song Byul x3! Yoona's narration will kill me tho D:

Finally the first week of school is over ~ and more to come -_- no more maths! \o/

Gonna leave for dance session soon (:

^ㅠ^

2010-04-18T16:47:00.003+08:00

ZE:A Generation? I approve :D Taeng looks adorable ~

Sian ... tmr start school already! T_T Part of me misses school, part of me doesn't.
Besides, the weather is kinda warm nowadays ... a fan isn't enough to make me cool ):

ohyes! I can't wait for Dumbfoundead, Jay and Clara's collabo ~! Think it's gonna be awesome, right right right? ^^;; April 23rd weeee ~ gonna camp on my lappy/school's com on Friday =X

As I was too bored, I watched Beast Almighty on yt lol, without subs D: but nvm, at least I get to see Yoseob :D sooooo cuteeeee ~

Am gonna watch SNSD's Story Show Rock now since I've just finished dloading it.

btw, Happy Birthday Jessica! ^^ She's legally blonde now rofl.
Sica is hothothothot, no im not les =X

2010-04-18T00:28:00.003+08:00

lmao coincidentally 4 of SNSD fans wore SNSD socks :D ranging from KY days to TMYW to Oh!

group photo! [yesyes soshified shirt lol]

went for the sgkwave dance session lol. Was supposed to teach Gee but I ended up teaching+learning RDR xD it was definitely fun.
Got to know more new people (: and definitely more syoung fans HAHA.

yay for more dance sessions on next sat? ^^;;
need to learn more dance ~
Anyway just a preview of wad I learned/taught today lolll, I din know the whole dance so I went off halfway xD Oh then after dance I went to meet pei2, cyn and wk for dinner at Ding Tai Fung! muahahha. Dumplings :D Fried Rice :D yummy ~~ thanks pei2 hehehe.

Den went to Comics Connection look see look see and have some ice cream at Macs and chit chat for awhile before heading home lalala.

2010-04-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

[random pic] now now ... when was this taken? haha.

the weather's great today, kinda love it tho it was a lil' warm in the late afternoon.
And school's starting next week! DDD: no i'm not looking forward to it :/ the timetable is coming out tmr, wonder how it'll be like?

Hmmm something kept bothering me today, ok probably everyday? You may think it's something stupid, so don't bother asking me what is it rofl.

ohhhh I so need a mic D: the previous one kinda spoiled T_T and I can't do any covers when I want to .... $_$
Anyway what's with all the Kpop Parodies which Taiwanese are doing?! It's horribleeeee ~_~ kinda brings the original artistes down in my point of view -.-"

Ah, i forgot to mention bout Jay's new video today :D covering Can't take My Eyes Off You.
It's not bad ~ love the rap tho, esp "we connected faster then my internet service did", so i assume the internet there is slow? LOL. oh and the way he crawl from the table to the wall and pop out at the start is so random [can be seen from the reflection] and he even cracked up lmao, think he got embarrassed with his action =X. Lastly, also love the fact that he still uses
^ㅠ^ haha.

"love and respect 박재범 ^ㅠ^"

2010-04-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

the crowd at New York (: during a bboy performance

TIRAMISU!!!

cheese sticks, yumyum ~

my lunch (: which only costs $0.90 comes with a huge piece of pizza, tiramisu and a large drink

havent been blogging since 10 days ago after i got myself a PS3 =X been playing FF13 and dotaing rofl.

Anyways, I went to USS once again! This time with some SSF peeps and my cousins, who went at a later timing (:
Sadly, the bad weather greeted us on the entrance to Sentosa =.=!! Rain rain rain ~ i know Rain has comeback but ....
So we bought ponchos, wow, my first item bought from USS! =X I really shouldn't have worn shoes ~_~ my shoes went totally wet, ewwww ~ I came home with my feet in WHITE, wrinkly... and stinky.
Since it was still early, like 10plus, we managed to get on some rides quite quickly with short waiting time as it's raining heavily. I sat the Revenge of the Mummy coaster for 5/6 times today, LOL! Fun okay ~ but the ride closed in the late afternoon ... Sher said got ppl found the 'book' alr, so they have to stop the ride and rehide the 'book' -.-" awesome ...

The weather turned for the better in the afternoon ~ OHOHOH i seriously dont like Accelerator... esp when sitting with Corn, Manyong, Chang and Sher, HORRIBLE!!! the keep turning the thing in the middle, which make the ride spin and spin ~_~ *dizzy*

Gahhh, i'm abit lazy to blog alr -.- I'm exhausted ~ think i've walked several miles at USS today ... sleep sleep sleep? yes, after a round of dota, LOLL!

2010-04-01T13:29:00.002+08:00

Sujufied ehhhh ~ nice april fools' joke layout for ssf (: and many many many other kforums out there ^^;; some layouts changed were epic (Y) i just got my pay ytd :DDDDD im gonna get something real expensive, alas! there's some entertainment at home once again ~ it's just something i get once in a blue moon, and since i worked the hell out just for that $$, i think it's okay to spend it. Nonetheless, mom was still reluctant on me getting it ._. just finished watching WGM on YongSeo couple heh cute ~~~

2010-03-30T21:21:00.004+08:00

cute? yes. pretty? yes. hi syoung ~ :D

skipped work again ! i know it's bad =/ but i din wanna turn up for work alone ._.
gonna work tmr tho.
Anyways, guess we're not going to USS this sat anymore lol, stupid rides keep closing ...
seriously, why are there even problems when it's just opened recently?

ahh ... and SNSD's concert in bangkok is confirmed to be in July ...
should i go?
ok its more like, CAN i go? =.= i don't think so.

i'm addicted to ZE:A's 하루종일 :D nice song ~
i still want a night fury heh.
*toothless smile*

바보같이 하루종일....

2010-03-29T20:44:00.005+08:00

How to Train Your Dragon Movie Trailer :D I so want a Night Fury dragon :D
it's so cuteeeeee ttm omgomg !
his name is Toothless as u can see from the above pic hahah.
I wanna squish it and bring it back home =X
his eyeeeeeees O_O so cute! xD

As i 'self' ended work early, decided to catch How to Train Your Dragon at Iluma with pearleon in 3D!
and now i'm home, quite tired actually lol, again its the travelling time, but its okay, I can have fun this Saturday ^^

Okays, i shall continue spazzing about my adorable squishy Toothless the Night Fury dragon ^^;
but of course, it'll be weird if we have dragons in Singapore, or on this Earth, rofl.
hehe.

and yay! pay's coming soon ~ ohyeahhhhh ~

2010-03-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

heheeee ~ SOOYOUNG!
Just reached home not long ago =X yes its very late lol.

What an EPIC night i had today ... thanks to Corn.
Went to Klub at DXO where they played kpop songs throughout :DDD
It was quite fun, dancing to kpop songs and seeing many other ppl dancing to it too (:
I drank ... vodka+sprite ... chivas+ribena ... whisky+ribena ... and another 2 drinks i forgot what they are =X okay thats very little, obviously i din get drunk rofl.
And it's cool since it was Ladies Night (: order order order drinks~!

Oh and i kinda lost my voice for shouting/singing loudly when the songs are being play DDDD:
it have gone 1 octave lower LOL.
"Hi, i'm a man" - doh.

Will I get a headache tmr? even tho I din drink alot.

2010-03-20T14:09:00.007+08:00

Run Devil Run MV (: -supposed to post this when it came out a few days ago, but i forgot-

So... you better run run run ~ because SNSD is here ! Just finished watching IY ep 18 .. wonder if I should watch IY 19 or FO ep 82 ._.

Lalalalala, i'm bored, DotA anyone? xD muahahahaha. Oh and Mucore is gonna start soon! Hope i'll have a smooth stream (:

2010-03-16T22:33:00.001+08:00

HOT GIRLS (:

Finally the teaser is out! Maknae is like so darn hot =.= she've grown up *cries*

1st thing we did when we reached the office this morning is watch the teaser lmao (Y) love it ~

Then came Jay's song cover on Nothing On You, love love love love it, i miss him =/ so it's great seeing him doing okay after not seeing him for a long time ._.

enjoy ~

short update for today ...

the more i think bout it, the more i realise that im unable to not be angry at u, idkw ...

or isit just that suay?

everything's gone, effort + time ... find/get it back for me?

2010-03-14T18:33:00.006+08:00

WARNING: IMAGE HEAVY! [ok maybe not that heavy but yeah, w/e] & spoilers ahead.

Anyway, so I went to USS a.k.a Universal Studios Singapore with Pamela today and enjoyed myself to the fullest within the time limit of 5 hrs that I got! The rollercoaster rides are soooooo exciting, I love the adrenaline rush that I got everytime I take the rides, its really awesome (:

Got down from Waterfront station @ 9am plus and was greeted with this (: a must-have for all US! And so the both of us went in USS, of course, we were greeted by warm and friendly staffs, they certainly love to wave and show their brightest smiles ever.

Walked past Madagascar, don't really have anything much, except for the restaurants and a merchandise shop, it's just photo taking sessions with the characters, and a Carousel, which we din take =X

So first stop was Far Far Away ~

Headed to Enchanted Airways, which is a junior roller coaster for a flight over Far Far Away and beyond ~! Din managed to capture a photo of the roller coaster though =X

Anyway, this is the view of the entrance of Shrek 4-D Adventure;

"See, hear and FEEL the action right from your seat as you join Princess Fiona & Shrek in a fairytale adventure."

before you officially enter the cinema to watch, you'll be in this room and be called as "prisoners", where you'll watch a prelogue of whats kinda gonna happen to you, there'll be gingerbread man (CUTE TTM *cough*), 3 lil pigs, pinocchio and mirror on the wall to accompany before your embark on your trip to erm, your 'punishment'

It's like a cinema where you watch a short movie of Shrek with your 4D glasses, and when the donkey sneezes from the screen, you'll have water splashing onto your face (: another example? when shrek is riding on a carriage, your seat will shake too as if you're on the carriage with him, fun? ^^

One part was there were spiders, Shrek was holding onto a spider, donkey swept it away and there were several spiders dropping down, and in the 4D point of it, it will look like they are falling onto your legs! Which they also had the effect which made u feel like they REALLY dropped onto your legs -.-" and i saw everyone on my row lifted up their legs LMAO. ok i did too =.=
this is the opposite view of the 2nd pic (: This is when I'm inside the queue for Shrek 4D.

Yes... this is Lord... er .. ok idk. After watching Shrek 4D which took like 15 min? Pam and I headed to The Lost World! No pics of it ): i forgot to take T_T they really play the music from Jurassic Park (Y) which I havent heard in years ~

So first up we rode the Canopy Flyer,

"Board your 'Dino-proof' flying vehicle as you enjoy a prehistoric bird's-eye view of Jurassic Park."

this ride is quite short and fast lol, and sitting facing behind is no fun -.-" abit scary since you don't know what will happen later, the ride will go up or down? turn left or right? we cannot prepare ourselves know -_-!! One staff still waved at me from below rofl, friendly right?

2ndly, we went to Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure!

"Enjoy a thrilling river raft ride through primeval dinosaur habitats."

Okay, this is fun (: water ride you see, you can go there to get wet under the hot weather to cool yourselves abit. But a pity this ride a lil short for me, it ended quite fast, like ... 5min or lesser? The starting of the ride was all normal after passing 2 species of dinosaurs lol. Like you'll have this danger warning thing, go thru more waters before entering a tunnel, totally no lights, so its TOTALLY DARKKKKKK~ which is kinda scary for me the first time I took it, cos you dunno wad will come out, dinosaur eat u w/e -okithinktoomuch-

So anyhow you'll get quite close to this 'Class 1' Dinosaur, i think its a T-Rex, it'll be roaring loudly to you trying to er, "eat you up" [hey, im advertising for BoA, LOL] After that, you'll go thru something and you'll definitely get wet, which i did. Then, your ride ends with 2 dinos shooting water at you. I swear the people are evil to put the camera to take your photo at that location, they just wanna see your screwed up face =X

After that, we went to Water World!

"Witness death-defying stunts, awesome explosions and thrills at this sensational 'live' water show."

I think this sentence prolly sums up everything (: you can go there to get wet too ~ of cos, please sit nearer to the stage.

This is the entrance to Ancient Egypt. Stunning entrance (: 4 huge statues greeting you, as if saying, "If you don't come in, I'll smash you with this." - ok again i think too much =X

One of the many booths selling drinks, food and etc in USS, these vehicles comes in various designs depending on where you are.
Exiting Lost World.
Battlestar Galactica!! WOOOHOOO ~
This is the entrance to Revenge of the Mummy!

"Plunge into total darkness on this indoor roller coaster as you face warrior mummies on a pyschological thrill ride."

Okay, I ... REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS RIDE ALOT :DDDD I enjoyed this more than Battlestar Galactica ~_~ I took this twice. It was really scary the first time cos ... we sat in front -.-" only the 2 of us when its a 4 ppl a row seat type of rollercoaster.

Again, since its dark, it makes everything more exciting, and scary too (: I think I closed my eyes thru most of this ride when i took it for the 1st time -.- It's really fast and FUN :D this is really a spoiler tho *scroll over the next line to see if you want*

this is the first rollercoaster i've taken that can GOSTAN one, goes backwards SUDDENLY know

waaa effing fun :D Took it the 2nd time at a later time with my eyes opened thru the whole ride, managed to see the graphics, lightings and everything, damn nice even tho everything went past too fast ._.
Battlestar Galactica! Since theres 2, I'll intro both of them.

Battlestar Galactica CYLON [blue track]

"This suspended coaster goes up, around and upside down with intense corkscrews and cobra roll"

Battlestar Galactica HUMAN [red track]

"Zooming at speeds of 90km/h, this seater coaster narrowly avoids collisions as it twistsm turns and propels you over 14 storeys into the air!"

this is high ... higher than my house ...

I took CYLON cos they told us HUMAN was on maintenance ): but we saw ppl riding on it before us, we were so suay... cos even after finishing our CYLON ride, the maintenance wasnt over yet, so Pam and I went to re-take Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure and Revenge of the Mummy again, in hope that it'll open after we spend our time with these 2 rides, again we did see ppl riding on HUMAN while walking to The Lost World ... so we went back after these 2 rides ... and they told us they are closed for the day T_T *sigh*

Anyway, CYLON was fun of course :D and I close my eyes thru most of the ride again! I was oblivious to my surroundings, I din know that I was hanging upside down as my eyes were closed, and there were 5 times that I was hanging upside down, rofl. The ride is seriously fast ... the staff like to cheat ppl one know ... -.- during the start of the ride which is like 3 seconds ... we go up slowly, after that they totally chiong you up 100km/h which made everyone scream! Your hair all fly til dunno where, I think you put gel, hairspray to spray one whole bottle on ur hair, your hair will still move.
This is Sci-Fi City where Battlestar Galactica is located at.
And so Pam and I walked in ... saw these guys, I took out my phone wanting to take pics of them, one of them noticed my cam from afar, so i walked closer and he posed for me, how nice LOL.

He even attempted to 'strangle' Pam with those long things when we were leaving haha!
Entering HollyWood ~ most of the things here are 7 shops that sells merchandises and 3 Restaurants, ending up with 1 attraction which Pam and I din go =X

That is, Pantages Hollywood Theatre.

"Come watch the infamous Universal monsters in a rock-n-roll musical."

Ah, the picture below is New York.

having attractions like, Lights, Camera, Action! Hosted by Steven Spielberg, and Stage 28. Along with 3 restaurants.

We didnt enter these 2 attractions too.

And so ... USS closed their rides at 2pm, Pam and I exited USS and walked around, checkin out the hotel lobbies ~ Even when we left, about 20 staffs stand in 2 lines to thank visitors for visiting USS and even waved/cheered/clapped for us while we walked past them and leave, aigooo ~
And .. We found this outside ... LAMBORGHINI HEAVEN!

theres like more than 10 of them, in colours of white, orange, yellow, black, green ~

damn nice ^^
After that we walked to HardRock Hotel to settle down awhile for our tired legs and left Sentosa at about 4pm?

And tada! Home Sweet Home ~ I'm tired ttm D:

Sorry if this post is too wordy =.= am lazy to edit.

kthnxbai.

2010-03-13T15:28:00.003+08:00

hates doing things which i'm forced to do ...

hates the logic that girls are meant to do hsework while men doesn't

hates being treated like a trash

hates having to do stuffs when i'm effing tired already

hates not being understood by ppl

hates not being trusted

hates all the commitments

hates not having the freedom i deserve at almost the age of 19

hates still being treated like a kid

hates being unable to buy things that i want freely

seriously, wtf?

fml.

2010-03-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

And so... Elmo welcomed Pigbit into the family ~ LOL :D Ahhhh... so I kinda ... er skipped work today =.=

And i still sleep before 12am ytd know!! BUT i forgot to set the alarm -.-" So i slept all the way happily until Leon smsed me at 7:48am; I'm supposed to wake up at 630 btw ~_~

So i woke up, read the message, and wondered why the sky is so bright alr -_-!! How phail can i be?

Gahh, so anyway I went to IT Fair with some SSF family members, supposedly to just look around and also to help Sher to look for itouch prices, I think I only walked for like 40min -.-" cos I've to go collect my Pig Rabbit at tpy ~_~ but after we went to watch Kaiji!

Got both actors from Death Note again, lalalalaa ~ I was spazzing like a fangirl to Sherwin in the cinema, quietly of cos =X The movie overall was quite nice ^^ I like haha.

thats all, imma attend E awards tomorrow (: SHINee ~!

I think, everything changed 1 month ago.

People do change, right?

2010-03-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

Gahhhh im so effing tired now. Just got myself a job with some frens ... and apparently the location is FARRRRR ~ Changi ._. the job itself ain't hardcore ... but the travelling is !! It takes like 2 hrs to reach my job location and vice versa.

Why did I even go to sleep at 2AM + ytd night =.= I think I'm having insomnia nowdays, I couldn't sleep! I supposed I only slept at 4+ ytd .... gosh.

And, to think that I still have the energy to go Iluma for the "WG" event. Decided to drag myself there =/ but din get to see them anyway loll played bishi bashi instead! fun ttm ~

ok i need to sleep soon real soon!

2010-03-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

hahaha call me slow, cos i've just finished watching YB ._. din catch it last yr as I was too lazy to wait for subbed ver. Just chiong-ed 4 episodes in a row ~_~ I'm gonna get that Pig Rabbit cos its cute ttm :D but no I won't react like MiNam -.-" shes crazy :O

I din go out today cos I was prolly too lazy to do so, no feel to go out lol! While the others (SGSSF family) go Pearl's hse for steamboat ~ ohwells.

I've yet to watch IY 17 !! Shall watch it later ~ while I take some time off and catch up with kpop stuffs on the internet.

And today's is sher's "last day" to enjoy his 'holiday' as his fyp is starting ...

hmmm ... sry that i din spend my time with you today, and may you have fun with FYP =X

dun emo ... still can go out n play with us one ...

ok this is random, just saw the news on Jack Neo's affair ._. his mistress ain't that goodlooking either -.-" please guys, want to find mistress also find a better looking one so your wife nothing to say ... ok don't get me wrong, im not encouraging all the husbands out there to have an affair, im just commenting ^^;;

Ahh ... i'm hungry ...

2010-03-06T14:03:00.003+08:00

hehehe SNSD's Oh! on ice! :D awesome ~ and its so darn cute seeing lil girls singing along to the song also =X no am not a pedo ...

Just done watching MuCore with Syoung, Fany, Seohyun as hosts, hope Yuri recover from swine flu soon !! Syoung was quite high ._. she bit her mic, the name thingy while intro-ing he song Meogeo Meogeo, which meant Eat Eat ... and the shikshin came to life by 'eating' the mic, lmao.

Then ... i think Seungyeon fell during Lupin's perf? I din manage to catch it but my frens said so ... lol is it that bad? Oh and Beast's Shock was awesome as usual ~ ^^;; everyday i shock, SHOCK! lalala Yoseob ~

I think WG still at the airport in Korea, Yoobin posted a pic of her and Ye Eun on twitter, cute (: But! I can't see Sunmi anymore T_T even tho i saw her once back in 2008, my fav WG girl is gone :/

2010-03-05T16:15:00.005+08:00

Ahh... my blog is rotting hehe.

yay JeA's siggy ^^ she's damn pretty upclose haha.

fetched them from the aiport, went for their fansign but din send them off cos of exams =.=

I really have no idea wad to blog nowadays lol, except for the fact that it's holidays for me now since exams are OVER! :D

yes looking for a part time job $_$ now.

Oh and dammit i missed Fany and Isak on ssf ): I ALWAYS MISS THE GIRLS ONLINE, WHYYYYY T_T

gonna meet my ssf family for dinner later @ Sakae Sushi haha ~

2010-01-31T20:42:00.002+08:00

I find the below picture super cute cos they're all like looking at that <---- direction, esp jonghyun and minho xD
^ the siggy i got for today! :D it's Minho's even tho i wanted Key, but its okay :D

my photos were taken using my erm, lousy but usable 3.2 megapixel phone camera, cos i DON'T own a camera myself dammit ._.

Well obviously i was over the moon to see SHINee in person ^^ they look so much better irl, all so darn cute, goodlooking, etc w/e, totally flower boys ~

As usual Onew was all smiley :D i like (Y) Taemin is omg-oh-so-cute-ttm, shall i consider 'pedo-ing' him? *cough* if only he'd call me Noona HAHA.

Jonghyun got the shocked face with the amt of fans that ~~screamed~~ attended their fansign, hes like so friendly ~_~ esp his smile is so omgwtfbbq@#*!@^&#

As i was getting Minho's siggy, i got to see his face upclose and his face is like so ... SMOOTH -.-" his eyes were huge like O_O but obviously cuter, i almost felt like squishing his face =X oops ok sorry lmao, but damn i still cant believe hes younger than me by 4 months zZz .. hes like, "Hi" and i said hello, den i proceed to let him sign, wanted to tell him stuffs, but was too stunned when i was so near him ^^;; den he finished signing and said, "Bye" LOL. sexy voice ftw? ;D and so i left without saying anything to him ._. fangirls can really die happy when either of the boys just look at u directly in the eye (; like seriously ~

Anyway many thanks to frec, manyong, pei2 and whoever queued overnight for me, pearl, cyn and sy, to get to attend SHINee's fansign even tho their album costs $60 -_- much more than wad we expected ok.

ok im so freaking tired alr ~_~

Dance in the Dark

2010-01-16T01:40:00.003+08:00

Dance dance dance, been dancing all day at RP .. okay not literally ALL day, plus night too, okay lame. I find myself with lesser & lesser confidence each time I stand out there and practice for dance, yeah it's fun, but I feel that I'm unable to deliver the moves, rhythm, attitude, meaning well for the dance music itself, my dance seemed .. emtpy? Or perhaps I just dance really weird ._. oh wells. I'm feeling worn out by all the random dancing and etc ... jelly legs ftw? Oh and mass Change dance is fun (: "Uh oh uh oh uh oh ~ Uh oh Uh oh ~" *pelvis thrust & chest pop*

Thought I wouldn't be hungry and all ... but now wad, my stomach's growling for food, FOOD dammit, shall control my diet *cough*

Crap, i almost forgot about blogging and went to surf Friendster instead after who knows how many 8679326523094 years (: and saw some old pics of me back in 2007? Like the one on top lol (Y) i laikkeeee ~ ahh memories of those days worth remembering, thats Pam & I btw! The ring I wore, it broke when I dropped it ):

okay, was supposed to DotA but i guess not, i'm pretty sleepy, tired, exhausted, and there will be 2nd round of dance tmr ~_~ theres also a lunch meetup tmr, should I go? Depends on whether I can wake up on time right? ;) 2PM ... I seriously doubt so judging from the time now is 2AM ... exactly 12 hours gosh .. Shall turn in like... NOW?! yes now.

2010-01-14T20:17:00.009+08:00

Okay, someone's being an ass to me -.- irritating the hell outta me, oh and pearl too, goodness ... Doesn't he realise that he's a plain eyesore for the both of us? ._. pearl & i did everything to hint him but he never did get our hints, we didnt wanna be so bad towards him zzz ... oh watever, just stop 'stalking' the both of us, its SCARY when u sms me/her outta no where like in school today ..

"ds fun meh?"

OMFG?! i looked around but you were nowhere in sight, and yes im playing ds, fun to me, play ds ffl? dun tell u my bf name, ffl? everything so curious for wad? curious until YIDING must know the answer? Keep pushing for answer? Dun tell u, jiu label me as 'so unfriendly' liao? wth? seriously you are an alright friend but not when it comes to bothering the both of us, as if short one-word replies aint enough for you to know that we are avoiding you, i do hope u get the hint soon PLEASE. Oh and please dun be so despo (: you made me ignore you on msn one hor.

done lol.

Gahhh i'll have like 4 tests next week DDDDD: sian ttm ... Don't think I can cope with it ... this sem's GPA is gonna drop like , i don't know what when my 1st sem's GPA isnt very awesome already.

Oh and i wanna go back to Resorts World! =X the hotels there are (Y) can't wait for Universal Studios to open too, I'll have to save money for the entrance fee already - $66 -_-" zzz ... This week's coming to an end too :D but exams are nearing -.-" hope i don't phail any modules this sem !!

I wanna go for SNSD encore concert ... I wanna go for JYP audition ... ):

2010-01-09T11:06:00.002+08:00

*Sigh*a lil freaking tired now with less than 8 hrs of sleep on a bloody WEEKEND omg ... *rant rant rant* horrible ):

Should I even be looking forward to Family Outing 2? Since it'll NEVER be the same again even tho i'm not an avid follower of FO, but yeah i still watch most of the episodes =X

Yes, because there's Taec & YoonA .. and perhaps Shin BongSun ...

No, because there's no more Dumb and Dumber, Stepmother Kim, Elder, Nation's Siblings, Kim Kook Jong, Hae Jinnie ~ :/ It was already bad when Chunderella and Yejin had to leave ~_~ oh wells, we'll see how FO2 fairs when it shows, i'll prolly miss Dumb&Dumber and Sooro the most :D

*dodge dodge dodge*

And no i'm not looking forward to going HardRock Hotel later at Resorts World, since my sleep got pretty disturbed much, gosh ... uhoh ... im hungry alr =.=!!

Sleep sleep sleep i need my precious sleep DDDDD:

2009-12-30T02:55:00.002+08:00

Yoseob is ... SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE hehehehe

hmmm, shall i make it a habit to blog almost everyday again?

but i guess not much ppl are gonna read it either right? -.-"

ohwells, shall try to blog everyday as usual again even if i've nothing to blog about.

Was watching SBS Gayo DaeJeon few hours ago,

boy it was AWESOME, SPECTACULAR, GHEI? anddddd jaw-dropping (@ the ghei parts xD)

I swear SBS is 2PM bias ~_~ the boys are sooooo cute in that idunnowhat parody :DD

especially JANG WOOYOUNG, you cute ttm thing I love you ttm ^^

as much as SBS is being bias to 2PM, i'm still hoping/waiting/praying for Jay's return

Seeing 2PM without the leader is just so not right =/ I miss Jay ........ *sigh*

anyways, i was spazzing like a typical fangirl in the room during the perfomances (((:

Then i dota-ed ~ apparently i phail. I always phail in DotA sadly ...

And because i phail, i missed watching Invincible Youth on KBS world today -0-

oh and i finally get to stayover a friend's house :DDD like finally!

Gonna stayover at Chang's hse on the 31st with other fellow awesome sgssf ppl to countdown for 2010 (:

And i was suppose to go for a movie 'tmr' at 2PM but looking at the time now, i decided not to go lalalalaaaa =X cos i know that i cant get my butt off the bed early

shall turn in ... now?

It's All About You ~

2009-12-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

BONUS! YIDING CORN ACT CUTE LEH! [09/12/09]
Hanging out at some playground near Jurong Point after we had our dinner at Pizza Hut [24/12/09]
Steamboat at Pearl's house [20/12/09]
Picture of Leon dozing off at my hse when tonning (Y) [25/12/09]

ok im abit lazy to blog alr =X well the pictures says it all right?
anyway, me, Pearl, Leon and Sherwin went to Chang's hse today supposedly to... erm continue learning BEG's Sign? lol but the guys slacked as usual -.-"
had dinner at his hse too (: wellwell, i wonder wads in store for ~~tmr?~~ later?

My yiding ying was being awesome today btw :D

ohohoh lastly, shall i share wad i've learnt during this whole month? Ever since after i got to know this guy, CORN, i mean Jeremy from ssf lol, sgssf ppl -not all- have gone chaotic with his favourite phrases in chinese... such as ...

"YIDINGGGG...."
"NI MEN HEN TENSE LEH..."

"JIANG ...."

"FAN FA LA?" in short is, ffl.

"NI PING MING JIANG..."

"LAXING LAXING!" *does hand action*

"SUOYI ..."

den now got one new one ~

"NAN DAO ..."

im starting to talk like corn now DDDD: yiding talk like corn leh! how?!

ok it might not sound funny to u but ... well its an inside joke anyway :D okayyy im off

2009-12-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

yes, they're gaying, but mel wasn't willing
yes... i havent been blogging for like 1 month xD the reason is simple, cos im lazy! hahahah.

Well alot happened this month, had many many sgssf outings with the usual ppl (: Seoul'd Out concert ~ fetching kpop artistes ~ stalking of the Brown Eyed Girls ~ sending them off ~

So i prolly meet the same ppl almost everyday, since we were rushing for the Soshified LED boards for wt they all to go Korea for SNSD's concert to it, and apparently, it got 'destroyed' over there =/ but its okay haha.

And now its 1 week after hols started ... and i havent started on my c# project yet = daiiii ):

ohohoh some ssf friends also stayed over at my hse on the 25th (Y)

ok, anyway i shall just start on Pam's bday first ~

it was Pamela's birthday on [26/12] so ... jeremy got a cake for her and we went to her house downstairs, which is also my hse downstairs -rofl- to celebrate her bday! :D

it's been quite some time since, me, Pam, Jeremy and Melvin met up to have our late night random talks at my hse downstairs (: we were suppose to hang out one day but we didnt -.-" we never did .....

I din get Pam any presents this year =/ guilty ttm ~_~ but since she wanted to eat Ddeobokki, we both went to Square 2 the next day to get the rice cake itself and the sauce and brought it back to her hse to cook it for her! ^^ lalalalalaaaa ~

Love u my bff (:

its been 12 years since i've known u ...

its been 11 years since we've been best of friends ...

And i hope our friendship continues forever, until the day i leave this world (:

just so u know, i treasure our friendship alot even tho theres ups and downs in between,

but still we overcomed it didnt we ? haha

2009-11-28T13:21:00.001+08:00

The above ppl are total awesome-ness (excluding me), they are the ones who participated in the making of SNSD fanboards which is to be brought to Korea to the girls' concert ^^ well, i didnt help much at all even tho im in the pic =/ useless eh? hahahah.

ytd was fun, like really fun lol, poor Jin cant be seen in the above photo ^ only his legs ... And after having our dinner at Seoul Garden we all smell of bbq ._. torture ppl's nose only rofl.

Sitex 2009 ~ Seoul Garden ~ Esplanade = (Y)

Alright, phrases of the day = "Ni zai jiang lor", "Ni men hen Tense leh", "Yiding ~" and etc etc etc (:

oh and i finally got my external HDD ^^ $135 fly away! ): also thank u 'son' for the treat (:

2009-11-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

SNSD's 1st concert ... yes ... as much as I wanna go, I can't afford it either ... i wonder when can i go Korea for a concert or an Audition :/ don't think it'll be any sooner since im live IN Singapore, dammit.

oh btw, im like supposed to be studying for C# test tmr? But i've no mood to study zzz ... whats wrong with me these days ._. anyway went to catch 2012 with friends today, the movie was awesome, like really good, i liked the effects and etc.

School really sucks nowadays too :( even if im too bored, i rather stay home than to go sch now, i miss sec sch life all of a sudden ... gahhh say NO to emo-ing rofl.

and ... I GOT MY ELMO!!! thanks chang ^^;; panda siblings ftw rofl.

2009-11-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

havent been blogging much, i'm lazy (:

plus, this stupid wound on my right palm is irritating the hell outta me, it's hurting so much T-T

anyways, went to pei2's hse to slack today lol, watched G-Force! Damn cute x) but i almost fell asleep cos i was probably too tired? idk. We also watched other vids and spazz bout snsd and random stuffs ^^ even tho im supposed to be studying for tmr's tests ._.

since benji brought his polaroid cam, cyn&i decided to play with it and took a few shots (: well the bigger pic is taken using pei2's super old originial polaroid cam rofl, its abit spoiled btw but still usable ~

We went to Square 2 to have dinner @ Seoul Yummy restaurant? $$ fly away ~ lalalalala, and crap i'm feeling freaking darn tired -_-" ok, i really need to study for my test tmr .... nao...

2009-11-08T17:12:00.003+08:00

lalalallala finally got my SPAO shirt ytd ^^
met up with SuSe and some other SGSSF members as they come to collect their ordered stuff from Chang.
but before that Ky, Sher, Jer, Chang, Ming and Hughes came to my house for awhile to watch Kko Kko tour first before heading to j8 to meet others.

okay, theres nothing much to do today, im kinda bored -.-"
watching HB and other vids to kill time xD
oohohohho and ... Bom's You And I performance on Inkigayo today was awesome ^^ so does SHINee's RDD ~ With Leeteuk taking over Onew! (Y) hope Onew get well soon (:

2009-11-03T13:35:00.001+08:00

^ so freaking adorable &!%*#&%@ (: i want the bear too ):

i'm blogging in school now, having Innovation Project, but ... we don't seem to be doing anything except for typing out reports which are just for show = slacking ftw.

*continues surfing 128747469347 other websites*

*plays fb games*

oh, im tired -0- and i have to endure another 4 hours of crap, why?! T-T lol me wan go home lalalaalla ~ *zi high* no i'm not crazy, just boredom makes me like this kay ;) im usually erm normal and sane.

ok now break liao lmao ~

2009-11-02T19:31:00.003+08:00

Park Bom(박봄) - You And I MV

Translations ~

No matter what happens

Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I

Forever and ever..

I wub wub wub wub this song alot (: got my bro addicted to this song too! HE LIKEEEEEE~! muahahahhaa this song is awesome ~ me wub Park Bom llalalalalaa. The MV is damn cute too xD Me is trying to influence me bro into kpop nowadays (; he's even requesting songs and vids from me -.-" (Y)

ohohoh and i slept at 3am ytd -.-" cant fall asleep ftw! i laid on my bed for practically 1& a half hrs before i finally fall asleep zzz pro right? And i woke up at 7 today, without ... feeling very tired LOL (Y) i was quite awake lo even tho i slept for 4 hrs, miracle ~

today's lessons was boring as usual =X 8 to 6 is no fun ): i almost died half way, with someone abusing my twitter .... HORRIBLE T-T ... i was damn pissed tho ... zzz ... he/she spoil my twitter la wth. ahh heck shant think bout it, i shant use twitter in sch anymore! I have jap test tmr... and i've yet memorise all the Hiragana words -_-" kill me man, i've onli memorised till 'T' ..

HOW?! D: and i'm kinda tired now =/

Tired of waiting ~

2009-11-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

sleep sleep sleep sleep and more sleep (: zZzZzZzZzZz ~ they need to sleep more don't they? rofl.

Went to meet them (leon,jer,sher,gen,chang,ky,lydia) to supposedly prac dance again but lalalala we're slacking more n more now -.-"

so just met up n talk talk talk ~listen to songs, dance dance dance.

okok lmao SG(enie) thread is kinda crappy, was watching 'show' and forgot to blog =X im soooo sorry lalalalala ... but at least it provided me some entertainment (:

TMR got sch again 8 to 6... SUCKS big time T-T oh wells.... ~

2009-10-23T15:41:00.002+08:00

wae jessica so pwetty? lolllll.

woke up early for lecture at 9 ... in the end .. it eneded at 10 instead of 11, den can go home alr =.=

i seem to go school for nothing sia today, wanted to skip lecture today one lor...

Anyways i just got up from my 2 hour nap just 1hr ago, tired :/

and am suppose to go for some dinner/event thingy when i have no idea what kinda thing it is at all ...

guess im gonna be bored to death again =.=

*sigh*

seriously i rather go out with ssf oldies or suse lah zzz

btw, Happy Birthday Stacey ~!

it's not the right time to say anything yet

2009-10-21T14:53:00.002+08:00

SooNa? hahahah (: pwetty ~ ^^

School was 8 to 1 today (: finally got to get home early, but while on my way home on the bus, it rained -.-" i left my umbrella at home ... so i walked in the rain lol, hope i dun get sick tmr =.=

well lesson was boring as usual, esp the 1 hr lecture of -idkwad- is a total waste of time, which the lecturer is just going thru wad he did ytd -.-" SAME DAMN THING. i could have gone home earlier lol.

and... im totally addicted to White Wishes ... so NICE can!!! im blasting it now, i swear the whole house can hear, cos im all alone hhahaha. I Love BoA ^^

ok this is random, i bought i weekly magazine which had SS501 on the cover, my mom saw it and she asked me why all of them look so pretty, lmao (Y) mom likes baby Hyung Joon haha.

*sneeze* ... shit ...

Sometimes, i feel like giving up and running away

2009-10-20T20:45:00.003+08:00

BoA - White Wishes
new song by BoA! i likeeeee! (: It's a theme song for the new Jap RPG game, Tales of Graces. Here's the translation for the song, love it ~ まもりたい

On the day that I thought this would be the last,
Came a elevating start which I can talk about now,
My palms which your warmth spread and my empty heart,
I'm searching for the paths we walked together by connecting our hearts

I want to keep it,
I will keep it,
Even at times we can't meet,
We are becoming stronger with every passing second

Like the accumulating sadness starting to melt,
Forever, forever

I want to keep it,
I will keep it,
Even at times we can't meet,
We are becoming stronger with every passing second

I won't forget it,
How i was reborn after meeting you,
I still believe it,
That's why I want to keep it all,
I want to keep it all

cr: BoAjjang forums

well sometimes boredom may be a good thing, it led me to this song rofl. Just nice, i learnt jap today too, but its just the basics haha.
And im hungry now -.-" dunno wad to eat ... just slacking around ... bored n playing fb games X= been starving ever since i got home x)
tmr's class will be from 8 to 1! finally some early release (:
lalalallaalala ~
short post for today (:

because of you ...

2009-10-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

while on board the 'never ending' escalator? finally got a good shot (: and leon's being retarded
2nd longggg escalator up ~ (Y) shot! oh leon's being retarded again LOL.
Me & Lydia ~
i wub this pic, cos their face expressions are EPIC?

KY: ehhhhh???

Gen,Jer,Leon,Sher: Whats that up there? AMAJJING! wow ~

chang ... bowing to me lor LOL.
Camwhoring is good (:
Night view from Ochard Centre's rooftop garden! We kinda sneaked up there, cos that place wasnt even open to public yet, everything was sooooo dark ... n a lil scary!
*cough* this is KY's 假斯文 look, and probably he imagined Taeng over ----> 'there'

yea met up with the above ppl today, to supposedly dance at my hse downstairs again? lol.

guess we were too bored and decided to go town to kill our boredom?

we went Orchard Central and walked around, rooftop garden is (Y) scary ):

seriously that place look like a maze -.- complicated ...

ohohho but the lift there is cool ^^ and ... a lil scary too lol X=

then... we walked to PS to have dinner at foodcourt ... (save $$)

and home sweet home.

Gahhhhh schools starting tomorrow T-T nooooooooooooooooo D:

8 to 6pm SUCKS =.=

2009-10-15T14:21:00.003+08:00

SNSD's Chocolate Love MV!

hehe this mv is awesome and hot lalalalaa everything x9 theres actually a little bit of f(x) in there at the start, krystal bared her back! ~~is leon gonna cute backs and belly button fetishes now? LOL~~

omgomgomg just got the news that FTI, T-Max, Brown Eyed Girls and etc X= are gonna come Singapore in 12th Dec!!! ME WAN SEE HIP SWAYYYYYY by GaIn WOOHOO~ LOL X= me want stalk FTI and BEG too, others dun care LOL, jkjk ... AWESOME ~ :DDDDD

and ow, my eye hurts -.-"

ohohoh thank you SuSe for going NYP to support me for the VoiceOut thingy on Tues lolllll me is very tired after the thing tho =.= right, here's another MV by Taeyang of Big Bang! ~

Taeyang - Where U At MV

this song is getting on me, taeyang has a pretty good voice (: 2 new dance to learn! Choco Love n Where U At lolll... im gonna die =.=

2009-10-12T02:27:00.002+08:00

okayyyy ... so we had a SGSSF outing on Saturday 101009 (: it was awesome of course !

there were like almost 50+ of us at the outing, HUGE outing, previous was onli like 20+ to 30+ of us, it all started out with me, pei2, lo, tong, keith, and derick to wait for ppl at HBF mrt, while wt, nick, gene, jo and norman went to buy stuffs and headed for sentosa first.

Then we brought them to Sentosa, they got into their groups and we started our first game of the day, Double Whacko, my poor lollipop got abused by violent ppl D: Then it was the colour game, my lollipop got stepped on by violent ppl again in one part LOL, so did norman's hair ... and etc etc haha. After lunch, was the Mummy game, best game of the day (: can see ppl getting wet, and how violent/pro they can be at blocking water attacks ... splashing the water at opponents ... etc etc

Erm ... ok, im having STM now -.-" im freaking tired now, supposed to be sleeping T-T but was playing Red Cliff just now =X

ohohoh we had SNSD Trivia!!! Made many SG sones freaking sad i tell u, they tot they know snsd well, but they dont loL! neither do i T_T wad fruits does Sica NOT like? ---> water'lemon', melon, lemon and rockmelon!!! *noted*

gahhh i really have no idea wat to write at this time of the night -.- fatigue ... fatigue ...

well anyway some of them left while others went to vivo to have dinner together (: some had SUSHI ... subway ... bk ... carl's junior ... char kway teow ... etc etc lol. Then ... Aloysius aka Ponggy has Beats by Dr. Dre T-T really can cry ... rich kid.

So anyway, me, pei2, norman and wt went for Coco Lee's fansign event today, her songs for the new album quite nice, and we all got her siggy except for norman cos we bought the CD lol! Then one lucky fan got to sing with her ... imagine if it was any of the SNSD member that we're singing a song with, can die happily u know .. LOL ^^;;

OK! i better go sleep now, panda eyes ftw ... NOT =.=

2009-10-09T13:35:00.001+08:00

SNSD's Chocolate Phone CF!

so hot ~ cute ~ sexy ~ lmao. Sica has so much air time lol.~~I swear im becoming gay for SNSD~~ -.-" I'm loving their Chocolate Love song too, kinda addictive after u listen to it a few times ^^

And ppl! tmr is the DAY! :DDDDDDD SG(enie) outing ~ still writing down some outing stuffs... while listening to DJ Young's K-pop Zone radio ~

School is starting soon too, but i've no idea why my timetable is not out yet -0-

I've just listened to Time To Love Listen 2, I STILL PREFER the ORIGINAL TTL :/

bleah i shall go back and do my 'work'

2009-10-07T14:06:00.001+08:00

^ Just for you Leon, even though it ain't very nicely done and it's more like SEXY legs than to cute legs X=heck.

Was suppose to go out with suse today but can't. So I'm rotting at home now (: playing with PS, trying to learn how to PS better :/ also doing other random stuffs, blasting music ~

just looking forward to Saturday ~

2009-10-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

cant sit back and watch no more. i've had enough.

decided to pull out those vicious arrow, i would say, that were shot towards ur back.

don't come and talk to me like u know alot.

seriously, the feeling sucks, totally.

and im sorry for flaring up like suddenly.

~~i even cried, wtf is wrong with me.~~

2009-10-01T22:18:00.005+08:00

Just a vid of me singing to BoA's Eien, i used the Eien MV xD, i know it's not well done, i went off like many times =.=" but redo-ing it will kill me, cos theres a lot of background vocals and i have to do it myself. But still comments&criticsms will be appreciated!!!

-.- i've no idea why the pic's facing that direction lol. BUT WOOOHOO I'VE GOT MY SYOUNG HPSTRAP!!!! Tae belongs to pei2, Sica belongs to Sherwin, Yuri belongs to Normy and syoung's mine mine mine. Its too ex or else i would have bought all 9 hpstraps and cardcase T-T its awesome.

Went to fetch wt from the airport today with Joel, Normy, Keith, Lo and Gene, had Popeyes!!!! then normy came up with this crap but awesome idea, so we started writing, Chaeyeon, Isak, Krystal, Tiffany and etc on pieces of foolscap papers with a small 'wenting' below those names above X= haha.

Then we chatted and chatted and chatted and recieved those goodies on the spot :D the Goobne bromide poster is awesome lalalalalala (i forgot to take a photo of it -.-)

im so so so so tireddddd ~

what if i tell u, i wanna be a singer, entertainer in Korea in the future, will u support my decision? Or will u just crash my dream, laugh at me and leave no hope for me at all? Have you ever thought of what i REALLY wanted, or how i felt when those words came out of your mouth? Or are u just too bothered with your boring hopes on me which i don't even have interests in. And, my friends are FRIENDS, not just any 猪朋狗友.

I say, Love&Respect ...

2009-09-28T23:49:00.003+08:00

where's jeremy looking at? lol :D i'm still tryin to perfect it as much as possible, but some of them still dunno some steps, and not all were present.

Oh and something epic happened during our practice, i watch that epic video to cheer myself up or when im bored lol.

anyway, i recieved an sms early morning from Leon -.-" i din even know when he came back from Australia lol. He asked me to accompany him go back Whitley, and so i did. We stayed there from 10am til 3pm lol, meet vp first, then went hunting for other teachers which he wanted to meet.

but dammit, today malay stall no mussels, no more! I was a step late T-T so sad... but i had my HL milk lollllll ^^v

Then headed home with Mrs Gloria, ran some errands for her lol, she treat me bubble tea and waffles in return, ohoh and hershey's chocolate too :D yummmmm ~ and... recorded BoA's Eien, which is omg phail !@#@%@%$ D:

I just came home not long ago, went to meet pam, mel and jeremy at my house downstairs, din wanna go down at first, cos i was LAZY hahahh. But i still did, we had a chat session as usual, keep saying wan go out tgt but never did -.-"

more itnw tmr!

2009-09-27T13:13:00.004+08:00

^ Leon, KY, Ong, Chang, Jeremy, Merrilyn, YH, Sherwin and Milton

went to Merrilyn's bday bbq ytd, supposed to go with Zahra and Lydia, but Zahra had something on and will go later, so I decided to meet with some of the SuSe boys with Lydia first then go Merrilyn's house. Met at j8 and got a present then headed to Merrilyn's house ~

We reached there at around 4 plus -.-" when i left house at 1:40pm ... loll. Leon and Lydia LOL-ed really longgggggggggggggggggggggggg while on the way there because of a game. but lydia aint crazy like leon, who can laugh non-stop at ... practically nothing -.-

Went to the function room, or w/e u call it, met up with her friends and started playing Whacko, Chang was pissed cos Ong kept hitting him for no reason, rofl, poor u. Then we played blind mice, poor jeremy knocked his lips onto w/e thing, ky slapped the mirror with his right hand damn hard, enthu ong kept wanting to get caught by milton lmao. And many many other epic accidents which i forgot what they are alr, im just glad i din get caught ^^

Then it was time to go for the bbq, some of us stayed in the function room for awhile, just to dance ITNW like once, cos there's MIRROR! hahahah but we have to leave anyway, cos merr signed out alr, well it was better than nothing (:

And since Chang got his portable speaker, he started playing random K-pop songs while waiting for the food and bbq stuffs to be ready, then lydia, zahra and i started dancing to it for fun lol. We did many random stuffs later on, listening to songs while eating is NOT GOOD, cos you'll get distracted easily and take years to finish the food lol, but heck (:

Ohohoh the part when we were heading home was epic. As it was alr 10plus, Lydia, SuSe and I had to leave, while Merrilyn, Joyce and their friends were still playing. You see, Milton has a car, and we were lazy to walk/take bus to the mrt, so we asked him to give us a lift to Bedok mrt, but the problem is, there are like 9 of us including milton, we all squeezed into his car :D

me and lydia in the front seat, sherwin, yh, jeremy, leon, ky and chang all squeezed in the backseat xD damn fun i tell u, somemore we were blasting LAchAtA and Barae in the car, singing like theres no tmr rofl. I wonder what other ppl were thinking when one by one of us came out of the car ._.

okay, time to leave house and meet SuSe again @ RP for like the 4th consecutive time lol! but i feel like sleeping =.= darn!

2009-09-23T12:25:00.002+08:00

ok this is shit, my gpa is shit, idk why?

like, i know that i've put effort in some of the subjects and i expected better grades, yet they gimme shit grades. I really suspect the PD, WDMP and BIS teachers got problem ... well WDMP teacher may say that, "i did not receive your works bla bla bla" like the last time he did -.-" WHEN I'VE ALR SENT THE BLOODY WORK TO HIS COMPUTER ALR zzz ... same case goes to Stacey too.

Seriously, I DON'T UNDERSTAND

im pissed ... and sad ... 왜?!

2009-09-23T01:56:00.002+08:00

Suntec Dance 09 Finals - Group - If You're Happy and You Know It Clap Your Hands

finally! i see the video uploaded on yt :D its dope ^^ watch it ppl lol. Winners of Suntec Dance 2009 group category ~ (: AWESOME!

okay, so I went dance prac today! manage to get away from home loll ~
i danced alot today, cos i perspire alot -.- more than any other dance pracs, i think i was crazy, just kept dancing to perspire haha.
Well anyway, the boys got better than the previous time i saw them, they were more in sync now and got most of the steps right, but aren't very detailed in their dance ...

- Practice Makes Perfect -

so now, im damn tired -.-
Had a game of DotA with them also, and i still suck, as usual (: wasn't even concentrating on the game, kept pressing the wrong keys, my fingers just won't listen to me D:

tmr still must go out with mom and grandpa! :O
better sleep now =.= and ... i wonder what will my gpa be? i have a bad feeling ... T-T

2009-09-21T14:26:00.002+08:00

My phone cam ain't clear T-T Zero Nine's in the middle, Ssin's in the navy blue shirt , and Style M's in white shirt?

Went to Dance Beat 2009 ytd with Sharon, Cyn, Zhuang, Nydia and her friend. Just cos of Last For One :DD hahah. Poppin Q, Ssin, Zero Nine, Style M, Joe and ... -iforgothisname- came lol there were 6 of them.

Anyway the dance group, If You're Happy and you Know it Clap your Hands (the name is bloody long) but heck, THEY'RE DOPE!^^ like reallly reallly really DOPE, i din video their dance though, but yeah they're awesome (:

And the winner for each category, are all GUYS lol, cool eh?

Then they had a dance battle with the group contestants and Q was being all random on stage, as if giving us fanservice. I had a good laugh watching him -.-

And ... im suppose to go prac with the boys at RP today ... but i couldn't get outta my hse, had to take care of grandpa you see ... Okay, off to DGN to kill time lol.

2009-09-19T13:33:00.002+08:00

Just woke up not long ago ... had lunch ... and saw this ...

Song title: Waiting For You by HOTTESTS (2PM fanclub)

I cried once more ... such meaningful lyrics and how they use the song titles of 2PM ... the song is really good (: It explains all the feelings of HOTTESTS. I really hope Jay will come back soon ... :/ I love all the pics they use in the vid ... mostly pics of Jay SMILING.

"the image of you smiling, I miss it, that smile was happiness to me."

마음이 너무 아파 ...

*sigh*

Okay, my relatives are coming to my hse later ... with grandpa, as he's gonna stay with us for like a few days? and i dun think i can go out for the next few days T-T siannn ...

shall start playing Dragonica soon after i've done the housework ...

2009-09-17T14:16:00.004+08:00

someone! save me! i'm addicted to T-ara & Supernova's - TTL (Time To Love) hah ~

At least i think i understand most of the song lyrics :D which means ... my korean has improved!

more to the listening side rofl, my korean comm skills is phail, unless it's singing then i can pronounce it properly ^^;; it's a miracle since i haven't been studying Korean for the past year alr -.- i'm lazy you see X=

ok, my muscle is aching badly now, thanks to all the workout and especially stretchings given by Francis and YH -.- i swear my backbone almost broke ytd i tell u LOL.

And ... whats with the influx of new girl/boy groups nowadays? =.= Entertainment companies in Korea should perhaps stop coming up with idol groups for a period of time, perhaps until Jay comes back >_<>

Seriously the new boy band, Telepathy's members names are making me go rofl. 4 members! ----> Suck (Bass, Vocal, Synth), Gunwoo (Guitar, Vocal), Horsie (Synth, Vocal) and Back (Drums).

Suck? Horsie? ._." and ... the new girl group name is making me go lol too, HAM! short for Heart&Mind hahahaha. Weirdos -.-" Ham's song sounds like jpop to me.

wt's in Korea now, i wonder if she met the girls alr anot -.-" since she's starting to sleep more in Korea than in Singapore lmao. But i know she'll definitely see the girls and other kpop singers as usual, Wt never phails! :D I so can't wait for the huge SG(enie) outing this coming Oct, ohwait, we haven't even plan anything yet -_-" phail oldies? Lol!! Shall plan something soon i hope (:

ohohoh this is random but, i love 20neday :D thanks for making that announcement/statement.

and 2NE1's fanclub will be called BlackJack? cool ~ I see the link between 2NE1 and BlackJack haha, ME NO PHAIL! ME NOT STEphailNIE! *ROARRR!* -ohwait, its not past 12 yet-

Ok, i should be packing up my stuffs since my relatives are coming this sat to have dinner and grandpa is staying over, can i take care of him well? :/

hah, i just found this, Epik High is awesome :D their Wannabe MV trailer is epic xD ITS SO RANDOM, its a trailer for their song Wannabe and also a parody of "The Host", remember, the popluar movie back in 2006 with monsters and whatsoever coming out of nowhere. Watch this parody/MV trailer. I pity Tablo's butt in the end, and Mithra makes a cute monster HAHA.

lastly ... IM HUNGRY! T-T

2009-09-17T03:27:00.002+08:00

Went to chang's house today with SuSe, to WORK OUT YO!

rofl ... and also eat deobboki :D self cooked one okay ~

damn tiring ... we also swimmed, which was a last minute decision,

*sigh* with me being the only girl there ... LOL.

And many hilarious things happened also.

We spazzed watching SNSD's vids too, KJE choco made me teared again -.-

i wonder when will i get immune to it lor zzz ...

So anyway, Jay's news made me T_T again ...

I asked him "Jaebeom, do you wanna go back to Korea?" "Yes..but I'm not sure."

I'll wait for the day when you are sure that you wanna go back to Korea (:

seriously i love that article, it'll make the person even more guilty of destroying Jay's dream.

Jay living with a humble family and all ...

"I want to go out and meet my friends like you and go out and have fun like you but do you know why I am going through all of this and working hard? Its because of you and our parents! Why can't you be more thoughtful of what you do!"

this, he said to his lil bro, which shows he's gotten much more mature than ever (: and im glad.

for now, i shall just await for the good news of him returning to Korea with 2PM again ... i hope...

Always Keep the Faith

2009-09-16T03:55:00.003+08:00

ok its bloody late now -.-

and im blogging ... I DUNNO WHY ...

oh i hate francis now ... no no Nuna's love for you Cis LOL.

went out with SuSe again 'today' for the korean food fest thing or w/e X=

bought seaweeds and other food :D i was damn hungry la -.-

we had subway for breakfast ... Leon totally love subway i dunno why -.-"

den we slacked and walked around ... den go PS walk ... den go home lol.

meeting them tmr again O.o

GOT RICE CAKE TO EAT ! *waves to JYP*

ok random -.- better go sleep now, i dun wanna be late tmr -.-

2009-09-11T00:14:00.005+08:00

This is what happens when u watch too much Intimate Note (with SuJu)

Dance Prac / Outing with SuSe I forgot when -.-

Jeremy and I took our photo of the year 2009 LOLLL -with many phail shots- 08/09/09 D: Looks like we damn close right?! LOLLL Gen's cap filled with Maknae love Yonghong's cap filled with Yoong's love KY, Sherwin, Francis (rofl) Me and Lydia on the train home. -the cap is seriously huge cos YH's got a big head- FRANCIS HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA =X -no comment- these few days had much fun i can say ... at least ... it made me forget bout Jay for awhile ...

Ytd was suppose to be S-one's bonding session, but i screwed it.

Cos the bonding purpose ... was for me and lydia? :/

And I brought SuSe along, my fault.

In the end i bonded more with SuSe instead of S-one.

I know i disappointed them in some way, and to Zahra, I din mean to reply u in that manner.

I knew i sounded hostile in that SMS, i apologise, i shan't give any excuses.

I just wasnt sure which bonding u were referring to, S-one with S-one or, S-one with SuSe.

Cos seriously i din know this as a bonding session, i thought its just to get things done n settled, wad to do, planning etc. thats all.

And the reason why i went with SuSe cos you all said play pool, but instead change to playing bowling which, i don't think i can afford.

And also, i feel closer to SuSe, reason being, i've been meeting up with them regularly just for dance prac, while S-one's important people are mostly unavailable, that i understand.

I'm sorry.

As for Kayden ... Sorry ... and ... Thank You ...

shit i've been crying these few days just cos of jay.

my eyes hurts, my heart hurts.

Hope it'll heal soon, hah.

Can I still even sleep in peace tonight ?

and wake up and work my guts out tmr like nothing had happened at all?

I'll try ...

Sometimes i feel that i should stop knowing more ppl or friends, cos i'll hurt them somehow.

Always Keep the Faith

2009-09-09T01:51:00.002+08:00

seriously why even bother APOLOGISING NOW?

Karma will get you back real GOOD.

Don't forget what you've done.

hurting many ppl out there cos of your brainless thinkings, selfish brat.

so wad if you apologise?

will that get our Jay back? N.O - NO!

He already quit 2PM and is back in Seattle, not in S.Korea anymore! not with his 6 dongsaengs in the 2PM dorm!

i've had enough of these, been tearing all night.

2009-09-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

the moment i got the news this afternoon, my mind totally went blank.

and the fact tat i dreamt about u just the night before makes everything worse.

i actually cried cos of you, YOU, cos of the minor things u did ...

made me felt closer to you than before, that made me know the real J. (along with 174 other fans)

-at this point of time when im writing, someone's quarrelling damn loudly in BLK290, the girl kept screaming as she's scolding or w/e with a guy in mandarin, damn loud i tell you-

So i actually cried in the afternoon when i read the news, saw pictures of you and the message you wrote.

i listened to 2PM songs again ...

then went for dance prac with some friends... which i thought it'll help in casting you outta my mind for awhile - its painful.

it did help not until i chance upon news bout u leaving Korea, pictures of you were released,

your back, i don't wanna see that back of yours again, your back view is ... just, sad?

and i teared once again. [i shoulda heeded sherwin's advice to go home den read]

how can one ever go to such extreme to dig out someone's past, post some fugly comments of wad that person posted, and diss him/her.

and that HAHAHA LOL ROFL LMAO your happy he/she got diss, so thrilling huh?

it was 4 bloody years ago dammit.

JP just wanted to be successful, to earn some money, to let his mom spend, to make his mom&friends proud of him and etc.

is that too much to ask for?

thanks for destroying his career, dreams and hopes. Your regret is too late. Get a life.

i'm sure he's back now in Seattle, reuniting with his family and friends.

living the life which he's used to before, living the life of Jay Park and not Park JaeBum,

no fucked up netizens [imsorryihadtousevulgarities], no responsibilities as 2PM's leader, no extra workload.

Rest well Jay, it'll be another new beginning, treasure it.

"I will stay healthy in America. I will come back as a better person."

yes, come back as a better person but with the dorky and childish side too, i dun wan any drastic changes on you silly. cos ur awesome like that :')

perhaps wad i typed here aint much, but i just dunno how to express myself in words, wad im feeling now, mixed feelings and all ...

even so, im just a hottests out of other many thousands of hottests around the world.

what can i do?

anyways im going RP again tmr to teach friends on ITNW dance lol...

hopefully i'll be fine tmr and not emo again like today (:

but no right, a sleep can't change the fact that he's not part of 2PM anymore D:

T-T

2009-09-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

Gahhh ...
Blogger always gives me problem nowadays -.-"
i guess it hate me lol.

I managed to get hold of Lachata's chorus dance moves ONLY up till now
how phail is that?
im a lil lazy to rewatch f(x)'s perf again&again lol.

and i just finished watching SNSD's Cheer UP ep3 (:
today's another boring day lmao.

anyway... as for Jay ...
the netizens shall go bang the wall -.-"
I really hope he's fine and that he'll cheer up.
Even though 2PM's activities will be cancelled, which is ridiculous cos of such a small problem.
I wanna fly to Korea and cheer him up now man, forreals lol.
HOTTESTS love you Jay :D

lalallaaa will be working in 2 days time!
oh and i want a PS3 slim ... AHHHH T-T
work work work ~

2009-08-29T00:40:00.001+08:00

cr: star-thots.com

I SO WANT THESE SNEAKERS PRETTY PLEASE? 8D

it costs around $240, bloodyhell -0- & comes with ohsoawesome 2PM signed CD and this beautiful sneakers :D kyahhhh ~

i want AATVXQ 3 DVD too ^^;;

perhaps i should stop visiting star-thots because if i had the money i would be spending them there -.-"

seriously, their stuffs are too tempting .... and ... expensive too =.=

all k-pop staffs that i want , is there dammit lol.

ok, random.

well, kinda had fun in SG(ee) thread today cos of one person :D

"what's kb?" gd question keith rofl.

lol, anyway 2PM at Mnet 20's Choice Awards ... is HOTTTTT 8D

wooyoung's looking damn gorgeous xD and their performance was outstanding, luv it when they're wet HAHA.

2NE1 was good too (:

and im happy that G-dragon wins Mubank this week! 15k sia ... without album sales somemore, scary much? hah.

hmmm 4minute's Musik album ain't that bad ... but Jewelry's Vari2ty is disappointing :/

and now, i can't wait for Epik High's comeback with 30 tracks all composed by themselves (Y)

ok i better go get some sleep now ...

gotta wake up early tmr!

Latchata ~

Latcha latcha ta ta ~

2009-08-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

^ it's late posting this now cos of stupid blogger -.- but ... Edmund made this for me for my bday lol! thanks once again~ (i told him i'll put on my blog)

gahhh... havent been blogging ... dunno wat to blog anyways.
Cmaths exam is on monday T_T *sigh*
I'm afraid that I'll fail ...

oh and im finally done with I Don't Care (:
doesnt sound that nice though -.-"

this is random but ... i miss L4O suddenly cos of stylejack -.-"
ok lame.

shan't update much since i have no idea on what to blog about lol.
gotta go sleep soon... and cont study study study couple of hours later.

2009-08-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

boo!
ok i shall continue the list lol. see whether i can rmb anot ... lemme try recalling in no order ...

- Allan
- Sharon (my jay)
- Xiaotong
- Shuyin
- Siyuan (my sica)
- Amy (my fany? lol)
- Vinson
- Endy
- Khristopher
- Kaiyang
- YueLin
and perhaps more -0- I cant check cos i just changed phone, and my sms-es are gone D:
AND PAMELA GAVE ME THIS UBER ADORABLE BEAR IN HANBOK :DDDDDD
I LOVE U ~! ^^;; (no we ain't les) lalalalallaaaaaa ~ I LOVE SOORI (the bear's name) xDD
shall upload photos of it next time!

sian i can't upload pictures -_- anyway i went out ytd with stacey, milton, desmond, ryan and edmond to kinda like celebrate my birthday.
they are a bunch of weird ppl, they force me to choose presents for myself -.-"
so in the end i got a myuk bag, bigbang photobook :D , shirt from Uniqlo and Esprit lol.
thank you guys! (:

spent the whole day with them, we walked around Orchard ... Ion ... Taka ... Cineleisure ... Heeren ... Den walked to PS ... walked around PS wanted to catch a movie there but we changed venue to the Grand Cathay instead -0-
watched G.I. Joe! omg Lee Byung Hun so handsome LOL. I'm like, "omg he finally come out." when i finally see him in the movie for the first time.

Then we slacked abit before walking to Esplanade area, WALKKKKKKK ._.
my legs almost died since the muscles were already aching ...
and by the time we reached Starbucks, it was 11pm alr -.- then we left at 11:30 ...
walked to Raffles Place mrt then I went home, suppose to walk home with Pam since we coincidentally took the same train xD but in the end i decided to wait for SOMEONE den we go home tgt, I was like sooooo late to reaching home alr lor D:

ohohoh and i just changed my phone, wanted Samsung Jet but mom wouldn't let me spend much on handphones, so I got Samsung Preston instead :/ its ok, at least i love the Pearl White colour (:

I'm so gonna hug Soori to sleep wahahahhahaa.