We chatted for like hours lol from like 230 - 6 and finally went home, well, hope i get a good standing place during Infinite's encore concert! I'm so happy that I'm finally heading to Korea but its just not with the people whom I've promised to go with some time ago =/ its okay, there'll be next time!

Seriously who even reads my blog? No one! And thats good :) sometimes i just need to get things out of my chest. I'm supposed to abandon my blog and I did... until today, now.

Just had the urge to do so as its 1 day past my birthday :)

love got me a polaroid cam, appreciate it alot and got him broke now T__T poor thing...

And I did not get him any presents for his bday at all ... im such an awesome girlfriend :D

Birthday was awesome, spent it with John, B1A4 and love :) Had a fun time with love even tho we din catch the fireworks :(

Then came this random moment of the lonely and quiet night where i ... went to his facebook once again! I don't know why :(

Do I still miss you? Do I still like you? Why are the memories still lingering? It ain't fair.

Lol is this even normal for me to think of you once in a while suddenly when I thought all has been forgotten.

Sometimes I wish we can go back in time, back to where SSFSG was a whole, a happy big family who loves SNSD and come together to spazz, do things for the girls or just hang out randomly and have fun, back to year 2009/2010 I totally need a restart button!

At least I'll plan wisely how to spend this time to the fullest, without any regrets, because I've too many to count now, too much.

Prolly being a part of SSFSG and knowing the huge clique was the best time of my life, friends like brothers, sisters, and even a boyfriend, all in a huge clique, wad else more could i ask for?

I will never ever forget SSFSG, they made my fandom for kpop much more meaningful, fun, exciting and memorable!

Just wanna say that I miss you, or at least chatting on msn with you almost every night last time, you were an interesting, nice friend to me, I hope that we're still friends but we aren't anymore. I also hope to be able to talk to you again normally like how we used to, as friends at least ... ^^ You may have removed me from your memory as it prolly hurts too much that i'm a memory not worth remembering, but you were once part of my life and I'm thankful for that.

everything is over! :D oh my post is so contradicting ain't it? HAH! okay time to sleep! Sure late for tmr's FYP ... heh I once laughed at your for your FYP, u said when its my turn you'll laugh at me, but that laugh never came ...

shall share some WooGyu (Woohyun+Sunggyu) awesomeness :D they're so adorable!!

Okay, am pretty bored now that i'm starting to BLOG again ._.
it's just damn sian to know that you're having attachment in 2 days ... 2 damn days!
I'm hope my OIC is nice and not a bitch. I wonder how will I survive for the next 3 months ...
Well at least I have Pearl with me haha.

btw I just dyed my hair ... used the bubble dye, like no difference ._. okay it's a little brownish, at least. Hopefully it's more visible under sunlight or whatever. Or I shall dye once more to make it brighter heh.

Blog is such a great place, to rant about everything here ... and especially now that no one will even read my blog LOL because everyone has moved to tumblr, livejournal etc =P And since i havent blogged in a long time, friends might think that i've abandoned this blog and stop following it :D
Yes ... to rant and no one will know ... thats what I totally need (:

Gonna have dance practice later on .. in the afternoon ~_~ I wonder practice what ... We totally need to move on and not get stucked in the same choreography for weeks man ...

Okay, i should turn in now, even though i'm not sleepy, have to force myself to sleep as always, because Mr Insomnia love me so much he doesn't wanna leave me -_-"

"Don’t wanna be lonely I wanna just fall in love 그댈 사랑해 so won’t you come in to my heart."
"It's a quarter after 1, I'm all alone and I need you now. Said i wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now."
"What hurts the most,was being so close."
totally.

But now I'm stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I am stronger

Stronger than yesterday.

holycrap, i'm addicted to Glee song covers once again (:

Don't Stand!
Don't Stand so!
Don't Stand so close to me ~

EXAMS ARE OVER WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~

모두가 변했어
저도 변했어 ... 왜요?
다 너땜에 ... 휴 ㅠㅠ
나 혼자서 정말 슬프다.

니 집에 빨리 가고싶어 근데 주소는 몰라요 ㅡㅡ;

그 보고싶은 소중한 사람 에게,

안녕 ~
그동안 어떻게 지냈어? 잘 지냈지? 그럼 ~
우리가 언제부터 말안해요?
몇개월이야? 음 ... 십개월?
내가 겁쟁이니까 이렇게 불로그 편지를 쓰다
매일 매일 니가 넘 보고싶었어요 ... 전 불명증을 가지고 ㅡㅡ;; 진짜 미치겠네
너랑 나랑 정말 많은 추억이 있어 ... 난 잊을 수 없어 어떡해?
너를 나 아직 좋아하나요? 에이 ... 100% 말도안되!
말을 하고싶어 ... 근데 나 못해 ...
그리고 미안해 내가 넘 잘못했어 미안해 ...
다시한번 너를 한테 "사랑하다/좋아해" 이렇게 말을 하고싶다!
요! 사랑해해해해해해해해 ㅠㅠ

누가 아직도 내 블로그를 읽고요? ㅋㅋ 없어요? 아 ~ 좋다 ~~~~ 그 비밀은 아무도 모를거야 ^^

Hmmmm...
How long has it been since I last wrote my previous entry? Haha ...
Been quite lazy to update my blog ... And Year 3 is gonna start soon for me, oh the stress.
Exams are coming soon too ... in 10 days!! Arghhhhh ~

Anyways been really crazy over Infinite these days too ^^;;
My favourite is Sunggyu! But im always torn in between Hoya, Sungyeol & Woohyun too =.= oh the agony rofl.
They're really awesome lol, I even tried learning their BTD dance ... I wonder if i can do the scorpion dance at all ... =.= Would very much want to do a full dance cover of BTD but I don't think I can find another 6 people to dance it =/ its a guy's dance afterall, girls might not wanna learn it.

Then again, Im gonna head to Momo's house soon to play PS3!! Wahahahah.
ModNation ~ ModNation ~ ModNation ~ ModNation ~ ModNation ~
Here I come!