*enjoy your stay. :D
- That watch ._.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Seriously who even reads my blog? No one! And thats good :) sometimes i just need to get things out of my chest. I'm supposed to abandon my blog and I did... until today, now.
Just had the urge to do so as its 1 day past my birthday :)
love got me a polaroid cam, appreciate it alot and got him broke now T__T poor thing...
And I did not get him any presents for his bday at all ... im such an awesome girlfriend :D
Birthday was awesome, spent it with John, B1A4 and love :) Had a fun time with love even tho we din catch the fireworks :(
Then came this random moment of the lonely and quiet night where i ... went to his facebook once again! I don't know why :(
Do I still miss you? Do I still like you? Why are the memories still lingering? It ain't fair.
Lol is this even normal for me to think of you once in a while suddenly when I thought all has been forgotten.
Sometimes I wish we can go back in time, back to where SSFSG was a whole, a happy big family who loves SNSD and come together to spazz, do things for the girls or just hang out randomly and have fun, back to year 2009/2010 I totally need a restart button!
At least I'll plan wisely how to spend this time to the fullest, without any regrets, because I've too many to count now, too much.
Prolly being a part of SSFSG and knowing the huge clique was the best time of my life, friends like brothers, sisters, and even a boyfriend, all in a huge clique, wad else more could i ask for?
I will never ever forget SSFSG, they made my fandom for kpop much more meaningful, fun, exciting and memorable!
Just wanna say that I miss you, or at least chatting on msn with you almost every night last time, you were an interesting, nice friend to me, I hope that we're still friends but we aren't anymore. I also hope to be able to talk to you again normally like how we used to, as friends at least ... ^^ You may have removed me from your memory as it prolly hurts too much that i'm a memory not worth remembering, but you were once part of my life and I'm thankful for that.
everything is over! :D oh my post is so contradicting ain't it? HAH! okay time to sleep! Sure late for tmr's FYP ... heh I once laughed at your for your FYP, u said when its my turn you'll laugh at me, but that laugh never came ...
written @ 8/11/2011 12:57:00 AM
